could something so simple hurt me so bad
so i was right about one thing...my last subject "could it be what i think it is?!" i was close on that...i dont understand what i have turned into. i promised myself that i would never put myself in that situation again...its happened soo many times and i knew it would happen again. just this time i thought it would work out, i was wrong once again. i hate being in these fuckin emo moods. after tonite and watching some movie on tv i was so about to start ballin my eyes out. i was trying to concentrate on the movie to get my mind off of it but it didnt work to well. my mom came home and she could tell something was wrong. she got it out of me, and now i know she will bug me about it. several people IMed my hella emo away message, most of them knew what was up. am i really that vulnerable where i just put myself out there to be hurt by the same person multiple times?! well tomorrow im getting exactly what i need...some good quality time with rochelle!! she always knows how to help me out especially with, actually everything. well im gunna be done with this soon but all i have to end this with is that im so happy i didnt do anything last night.
THE FUCKIN END OF WHAT WE ONCE KNEW...