Oct 07, 2005 23:34
Yes I must agree, the snozberries taste like snozberries...
What a fucked up day. Does anybody read this shit anyway..
I will not do that. I will hold my hands firmly on the keyboard. Glue them to myself....
I will breath throuth the lust of pain I will not surcome to it. My heart beats fast wanting me to do it... just do it....
I get a hot flash and it is gone for a moment... the longing, but I am left in the light... not the dark, the dark is quiet and sureal, but the light, the spotlight on me, waiting for my next more, wanting words to fall out of my mouth... earyone is watching me now.... speak.. speak you bitch SAY SOMETHING!!! FUCKING CUNT!!! OPEN YOUR MOUTH!! .... But nothing... I am blinking into the lights, I see faces everywhere all around. If I only do it do it..........
It would be dark again. It is ok to be quiet when you are in the dark.....silence is expected and longed for in the dark.
I will try to sleep....thump thump... thump...thump..... damn it stop that...thump thump... thump...thump...DAMN IT HEART I said turn your fucking bass DOWN!!! I am trying to SLEEP over here.... !!