not this time... not tonight... i'll try one more time
so wednesday was my last regular day at school. today was a random weird day consisting of trying to study, and ending up playing cards. but hey, i learnt how to play asshole. it's fun!
you and i have sorta been getting along. i'm stressed out... BAD. i might not graduate. and, as you pointed out yesterday, that is my fault. i should have applied myself, but i didn't. i talked to one of my teachers today, and he said that if i hand in the assignments then he will boost my mark up.
he also said he won't let me just... sink... and fail... that would suck so bad.
my mom is going to KILL me when she finds out how bad i am going to do though. i will be really lucky to get a c+. oh dear, i am capable of so much more, and even i know that!!
oh well... there is no point regretting things that you can't change now. i just have to work my ass off to make up for lost time.
... i have to do the same thing with you.
you and i have sorta been getting along. i'm stressed out... BAD. i might not graduate. and, as you pointed out yesterday, that is my fault. i should have applied myself, but i didn't. i talked to one of my teachers today, and he said that if i hand in the assignments then he will boost my mark up.
he also said he won't let me just... sink... and fail... that would suck so bad.
my mom is going to KILL me when she finds out how bad i am going to do though. i will be really lucky to get a c+. oh dear, i am capable of so much more, and even i know that!!
oh well... there is no point regretting things that you can't change now. i just have to work my ass off to make up for lost time.
... i have to do the same thing with you.