don't come home.
he comes home tomorrow, and says he is going to come visit sometime soon. i am worried about how you will react.
i don't know if i want to see him. there are always thoughts that go through my head when he's around. he tells me that the situation between you and i has gone on far too long, and that it needs to come to a nice closing. he doesn't want anything with me, and has no feelings like that for me, he just doesn't think that i should be with you.
he also says that the things you said you wouldn't do on your trip are lies. that everyone on those trips fuck everyone else.
i know you're different.
right?
i just need a little reassurance, i think. this is when you are going to find me annoying. please don't find me annoying!
i don't know if i want to see him. there are always thoughts that go through my head when he's around. he tells me that the situation between you and i has gone on far too long, and that it needs to come to a nice closing. he doesn't want anything with me, and has no feelings like that for me, he just doesn't think that i should be with you.
he also says that the things you said you wouldn't do on your trip are lies. that everyone on those trips fuck everyone else.
i know you're different.
right?
i just need a little reassurance, i think. this is when you are going to find me annoying. please don't find me annoying!