May 30, 2004 16:15
i've done nothing today but chew strawberry hubba bubba. it was good, let me tell you - so good.
we have decided that we are each going to live our own lives, but of course each other is included in each. i think it is slowly inching back. maybe one day he'll admit it is still there underneath all the lies. follow your heart, he says. and so i do. do you know where it takes me? to him. it's beautiful. this beautiful circle of events.
really i love it. i can't even act like i don't, because i love it so.
oh, how i love him.
he hates my hair though. or, "doesn't like it as much" as my old hair. but i like it! it's fun.
pensive days are always so blue. go away blue, i want today to be PINK instead. pink is so much more fun...