Rain Rain
Well the other day Chalice and I decided that we needed to be completely broken up...again. I dont know why but I cannot make my self get over her right now. I will try and then I start thinking about missing her and cannot help it then I start to fight to try and get her back and then I feel like I have pushed her further away. It is a very sad episode for me. Today it has rained all day and the rain makes me think of Chalice the only real plus I have today is that I played basket ball very well and didnt injure myself