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I KNOW A SIMPLE SORRY WOULD NEVER EVER MAKE UP FOR EVERYTHING. I NEVER SPOKE TO YOUR MOM SO I NEVER SAID ANYTHING. I NEVER EVER MENTIONED PAUL. WHY WOULD I? IF YUOR MOM SAID ANYTHING ABOUT PAUL SHE WAS TRYING TO GET A REACTION OUUTA YOU.AND IF SWANNY WANTS T HATE ME THATS FINE. I A SORRY FOR TELLING MY MOM BUT I BASICALLY HAD TO COME CLEAN. NOBODY WHO READS THIS COULD POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND THE REMORSE AND REGRET I FEEL. I NEVER EVER WANTED TO MAKE ANYONE ANGRY OR UPSET OR ANYTHING. I AM LIVING IN A PERSONAL LITTLE PRISON.I KNOW WHAT I DID AND I WILL BE HAUNTED ABOUT IT PROBABLY FOREVER. I WISH SO MUCH I COULD APOLOGIZE IN PERSON BUT AS I CANT REALLY GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT HEAVY SUPERVISION APOLOGIZING IN PERSON SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. I HAVE LEARNED MY LESON KENZY. I AM GONNA BE STRAIGHT AND NEVER EVER EVER OPEN MY MOUTH ABOUT ANYTHIND BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE PUT IN THE POSITION TO KNOW.PLEASE DONT THINK OF ME AS ANOTHER "BRITTANY"BECAUSE I NEVER DID ANYTHING WITH MALICE OR THE INTENT TO SELL YOU TO SATAN OR ANYTHING AND I THINK YOU KNOW THAT.AS MUCH AS YOU MAY HATE ME NOW I STILL CONSIDER YOU AS ONE IF NOT THE BEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD.PLEASE LOOK PAST THIS TO THE PAST 2AND A HALF YEARS WHEN WE HAVE BEEN INSEPERABLE.YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU AND PLEASE JUST DONT THINK OF ME AS ANOTHER FRIEND THAT BACKSTABBED YOU.
AND TO SWANNY.... IF YOU DO READ THIS, PLEASE DONT BE ANGRY WITH ME. MY MOM WENT THRUOGH A LIST OF ALL MY FRIENDS THAT SHE KNEW AND ASKEDME ABOUT THEM. I TOLD HER YOU GOT INTO TROUBLE AND HAVE BEEN AN ANGEL EVER SINCE. SO I TOLD HER THE TRUTH. I DIDNT TELL HER ANYTHING BAD AND ITS NOT LIKE SHE WENT TO YOUR HOUSE TO HEAT YOU UP. MY MOM WAS UNDERSTANDING OF A YOUNG GIRL WHO WANTED TO HAVE FUN.AND REALLY I AM TERRIBLY SORRY FOR EVER MAKING YOU MAD BUT I KNOW WORDS CANT CHANGE ANYONES MIND. TAKE MY APOLOGY AND DO WITH IT WHAT YOU WISH. I KNOW YOU MAY NOT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME ANYTIME SOON BUT I JUST DONT WANT YOU TO HATE ME. I THINK WE GOT ALONG WAY TO WELL TO SUDDENLY HAVE PROBLEMS WITH EACHOTHER.TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. BYE
AND TO SWANNY.... IF YOU DO READ THIS, PLEASE DONT BE ANGRY WITH ME. MY MOM WENT THRUOGH A LIST OF ALL MY FRIENDS THAT SHE KNEW AND ASKEDME ABOUT THEM. I TOLD HER YOU GOT INTO TROUBLE AND HAVE BEEN AN ANGEL EVER SINCE. SO I TOLD HER THE TRUTH. I DIDNT TELL HER ANYTHING BAD AND ITS NOT LIKE SHE WENT TO YOUR HOUSE TO HEAT YOU UP. MY MOM WAS UNDERSTANDING OF A YOUNG GIRL WHO WANTED TO HAVE FUN.AND REALLY I AM TERRIBLY SORRY FOR EVER MAKING YOU MAD BUT I KNOW WORDS CANT CHANGE ANYONES MIND. TAKE MY APOLOGY AND DO WITH IT WHAT YOU WISH. I KNOW YOU MAY NOT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME ANYTIME SOON BUT I JUST DONT WANT YOU TO HATE ME. I THINK WE GOT ALONG WAY TO WELL TO SUDDENLY HAVE PROBLEMS WITH EACHOTHER.TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. BYE