I promise I'll never write like this again.It must be Valentine's Day
To see a perfect forest
Through so many splintered trees
You and me
It has to be fours years now.We're friends of sorts.Well,I'm not sure really how to explain this kind of relationship.Its a fucked up one.That sometimes makes me happy.I feel warm and I feel wanted and almost loved. you always know just what to say to me and I turn to butter.Then things change so quickly it seems I must have been dreaming it.I've always been there in the shadows waiting.Wondering if I'll ever get the chance to actually be by your side and not hide it.But now there is someone new in your life and it seems I was overlooked once again.I dont know what to do anymore.Maybe I should just shut up and enjoy what we do behind closed doors.Its better than nothing.I'm not sure what I'd do with nothing.
I've been with alot of people.None of them lasting.I say to you all the time that I dont do guys.I cant handle being close for a long period of time with them.Thats because none of them have been you.I think Its that I'm so curious what it would be like.I wonder if I'll ever get the chance.
Theyre are so many things about you that drive me insane too.Your so selfish sometimes,you can be such an asshole.But I see such a better person inside that I dont even think that you cans ee yourself.
So I just hope oneday maybe.probably not. That you will notice me.Before its too late.
One more look at the ghost
Before I'm gonna make it leave
Come here
I've got the pieces here
Time to gather up the splinters
Build a casket for my tears
I'm haunted
(By the lives that I have loved)
I'm haunted
(By the promises I've made)
I'm haunted
By the hallways in this tiny room
The echos there of me and you
Through so many splintered trees
You and me
It has to be fours years now.We're friends of sorts.Well,I'm not sure really how to explain this kind of relationship.Its a fucked up one.That sometimes makes me happy.I feel warm and I feel wanted and almost loved. you always know just what to say to me and I turn to butter.Then things change so quickly it seems I must have been dreaming it.I've always been there in the shadows waiting.Wondering if I'll ever get the chance to actually be by your side and not hide it.But now there is someone new in your life and it seems I was overlooked once again.I dont know what to do anymore.Maybe I should just shut up and enjoy what we do behind closed doors.Its better than nothing.I'm not sure what I'd do with nothing.
I've been with alot of people.None of them lasting.I say to you all the time that I dont do guys.I cant handle being close for a long period of time with them.Thats because none of them have been you.I think Its that I'm so curious what it would be like.I wonder if I'll ever get the chance.
Theyre are so many things about you that drive me insane too.Your so selfish sometimes,you can be such an asshole.But I see such a better person inside that I dont even think that you cans ee yourself.
So I just hope oneday maybe.probably not. That you will notice me.Before its too late.
One more look at the ghost
Before I'm gonna make it leave
Come here
I've got the pieces here
Time to gather up the splinters
Build a casket for my tears
I'm haunted
(By the lives that I have loved)
I'm haunted
(By the promises I've made)
I'm haunted
By the hallways in this tiny room
The echos there of me and you