Aug 18, 2004 22:01
I'm really tired per usual, just wanted to write about what is going on...
Yes, so.... apparently my mom cancelled the trip to Boston. I have been kinda moping around the house and not really doing anything, lately, so she cancelled it thinking 'my heart isn't into it.' I'm kinda glad that we had it cancelled, but kind of not. I didn't really want to go in the first place, I wanted to stay home by myself for awhile, but I guess she wanted it to be a 'family trip.' I'm just glad that I don't have to see my dad for awhile, I didn't want to have to go see him. I kinda don't want to be here either... I do... to see some people... but other than that I want to go somewhere solitary to relax. I haven't relaxed in so long, I kinda need something to break the cycle. Eh, oh well.
Anyways.... just wanted to see that, now to do nothing in my room. Or study japanese. Or maybe just do nothing.