Tadaima~
Heh, I'm back from my xanga hiatus. I'm glad to be back, I just couldn't stand that site anymore, it felt like a chore to blog on that thing. I've always loved LiveJournal but hardly anyone uses it. I guess people are too cool to use a better blog site. Well there's something I'd like to share with you.
t(-.-t)
Nah j/k, it was awesome while it lasted. It had nothing to do with the xanga community (wow, I was ever so surprised to see so many people commenting on my blogs). But that doesn't matter anymore, all that matters is that I am here. And I love you ^^
So hmm.... what's been going on.... well I've been practicing driving a lot more, I'm in driver's ed in summer school. The classes are frighteningly boring, but the driving instruction is so damn fun, it's a joygasm. I think I'm slowly improving. ^^ I hope to have my night license on my birthday. Hm.... well.... I can't really remember what has happened since then. Today, hung out with Stevie and Greg. I've been having so much fun, I had no idea it was possible to have so much fun in consecutive weeks. So I've been doing well ^^. A little anxiety here and there, but nothing I can't handle, hahaha. Let's see... what do I look forward to? Um.... Vicky's party should be fun. And me, Sarah, and Muindi's next session should be fun, whenever that may occur. Probably soon. We might add Grant and Stevie to the list of members. Even though during our japanese sessions all we do is talk about.... crap not related to japanese. It's okay, though ^^. A O K.
Nothing else to really report. My mind hasn't really been thinking anything over lately, so I can't really add that many thoughts that I've had. Today gave me great inspiration to pick up pen and paper and start drawing once again. Stevie and Greg are so talented, they've left me in the dust ; ;. Both are creative geniuses. So much joygasm ^^;;. Haha... yeah.... well anyways, whoa it's 2h30. I guess all that caffeine really hit me hard. Not sure what I would want to do right now. I kinda forgot all that I was planning to do.... what the hell was I planning on doing anyways? I always have these amazing cool fun awesome things to do, but then I forget them. And it makes me mad because I get so psyched up for these things, then when I forget them, I kinda just... feel deflated and horribly crushed that I forgot such a fun thing to do. It's like my body anticipates the fun, and I get a high for a moment, then when I forget, all of the high evaporates from me and I'm left on the ground. Weird feeling. But I just can't hate a feeling because it makes me feel horrid. I love all feelings. I guess that's what I live for; what I seek. I seek the thrill of feeling and sensation that can only be felt by living and experiencing new and exciting things. Nice and corny eh? I love this corny shit. Makes me feel real good. Hahahahaha. I'm having cool feelings right now. A weird disorientation feeling. It kinda seems like the room is shaking. No. As if it my body is swinging from side to side, with a tingly feeling as a topping. Probably a side effect from being tired. Or maybe its all the caffeine residue from the diet Mountain Dew. It tasted like crap at first, but it got a little better, and damn does it keep me going haha. I should start getting this from now on. I love sleeping, I love the feeling of falling a sleep and waking up. But it also seems like wasted potential time of doing something I've wanted to do for awhile. I never really set aside to do the things I've always wanted to do but never got the chance to get around to. I'm too "busy" with video games and anime or driver's ed or hanging out. So now I try to think of something to do. And nothing is coming to me. Seriously, there was something that I really, really wanted to do, what the hell was it? This bothers me soooo much. ARGH. Anyways, time to start responding to people again on AIM. Laters.
t(-.-t)
Nah j/k, it was awesome while it lasted. It had nothing to do with the xanga community (wow, I was ever so surprised to see so many people commenting on my blogs). But that doesn't matter anymore, all that matters is that I am here. And I love you ^^
So hmm.... what's been going on.... well I've been practicing driving a lot more, I'm in driver's ed in summer school. The classes are frighteningly boring, but the driving instruction is so damn fun, it's a joygasm. I think I'm slowly improving. ^^ I hope to have my night license on my birthday. Hm.... well.... I can't really remember what has happened since then. Today, hung out with Stevie and Greg. I've been having so much fun, I had no idea it was possible to have so much fun in consecutive weeks. So I've been doing well ^^. A little anxiety here and there, but nothing I can't handle, hahaha. Let's see... what do I look forward to? Um.... Vicky's party should be fun. And me, Sarah, and Muindi's next session should be fun, whenever that may occur. Probably soon. We might add Grant and Stevie to the list of members. Even though during our japanese sessions all we do is talk about.... crap not related to japanese. It's okay, though ^^. A O K.
Nothing else to really report. My mind hasn't really been thinking anything over lately, so I can't really add that many thoughts that I've had. Today gave me great inspiration to pick up pen and paper and start drawing once again. Stevie and Greg are so talented, they've left me in the dust ; ;. Both are creative geniuses. So much joygasm ^^;;. Haha... yeah.... well anyways, whoa it's 2h30. I guess all that caffeine really hit me hard. Not sure what I would want to do right now. I kinda forgot all that I was planning to do.... what the hell was I planning on doing anyways? I always have these amazing cool fun awesome things to do, but then I forget them. And it makes me mad because I get so psyched up for these things, then when I forget them, I kinda just... feel deflated and horribly crushed that I forgot such a fun thing to do. It's like my body anticipates the fun, and I get a high for a moment, then when I forget, all of the high evaporates from me and I'm left on the ground. Weird feeling. But I just can't hate a feeling because it makes me feel horrid. I love all feelings. I guess that's what I live for; what I seek. I seek the thrill of feeling and sensation that can only be felt by living and experiencing new and exciting things. Nice and corny eh? I love this corny shit. Makes me feel real good. Hahahahaha. I'm having cool feelings right now. A weird disorientation feeling. It kinda seems like the room is shaking. No. As if it my body is swinging from side to side, with a tingly feeling as a topping. Probably a side effect from being tired. Or maybe its all the caffeine residue from the diet Mountain Dew. It tasted like crap at first, but it got a little better, and damn does it keep me going haha. I should start getting this from now on. I love sleeping, I love the feeling of falling a sleep and waking up. But it also seems like wasted potential time of doing something I've wanted to do for awhile. I never really set aside to do the things I've always wanted to do but never got the chance to get around to. I'm too "busy" with video games and anime or driver's ed or hanging out. So now I try to think of something to do. And nothing is coming to me. Seriously, there was something that I really, really wanted to do, what the hell was it? This bothers me soooo much. ARGH. Anyways, time to start responding to people again on AIM. Laters.