May 26, 2006 05:20
today was the first day i woke up and felt like not going to prom might be a mistake, even though if i did go i wouldnt be able to go with who i wanted to. i think i just feel this way because of how the entire school wont shut up about it until at least a week afterwards, understandably i guess. so im gonna call into work and see if i can pickup an 8 or 9 hour shift, and then hit up a party afterwards hopefully.
we think that the leg injury was actually a slight hamstring tear and not a strain, especially after yesterday, the first day that it hurt even when i wasnt putting pressure on it. im supposed to pitch tomorrow against newburyport (geez, best team in the league...thanks, coach) but i dont know how im supposed to get the leg anywhere close to where it needs to be. but, at least we got our one win of the year. i still have my doubts about whether this is worth it..this is the most painful injury ive played through yet and its difficult to know how far is too far. in the 21-1 game yesterday, i hit a hard grounder that i would normally beat out by a couple steps, but i was maybe 3/4 of the way down the line as they turned the DP because im just paranoid about getting up near full speed and feeling something else rip. ugh.
i feel weird right now, and should get a little more sleep, but i cant since i neglected to finish the score presentation and a couple of final appearance things for the site. anyways, everyone have fun at prom tonight