here i go again on my own
haha that subject sounds so melodramatic. but ANYWAYS... i am in college! and considering the fact that i have been here for over a week and i still do not start classes until tomorrow, i feel like i am at camp. so how is it you might ask? well at times i would say its the most amazing place in the world and at other times i would tell you that i miss everyone from home. most of the time i would be thinking both. iv'e probably met a million people and remember 30 of there names lol. people are really nice tho for the most part and i've made a lot of friends with people in my dorm. i dont know that many people outside my dorm yet tho but im sure that will change when school and everything else starts. sometimes i think why am i friends with the people i am now. maybe there are other people here i haven't met who i would have more in common with, but who knows. i'm sure it will all fall into place. so lets see what have i done so far. i went to my ozarks orientation which was a lot of icebreakers and too many people, so i made a few freinds but there are still people i meet who also did the same pre-o and i dont even remember meeting them there. it rained a lot too. then i came back and everyone came and i was on overload and couldnt handle all the people, but then we went out to the biggest party i have ever been to (i think around 300 people, maybe more) and had fun and i have a funny pop a squat story from that night you can ask me about. the 2nd night was hell - they had this awkward dance thing for all freshman and it was just too many people and i wasnt feeling well so i got in a weird mood and went to bed kinda early. next night i hung out with all the people on my floor in my room and they played the guitar and we all sang and talked and it was so much fun and nice cuz it was a smaller group of people. then we played poker (i was the only girl of course) and i did amazingly well and was up 15 dollars and then i got cocky and lost it all lol but it was fun. next night was kinda boring i just talked with people and went to visit my friend in another dorm and we didnt really do much. next night (last night) was the last night of summer so we went all out. i have to say it was one of the most fun nights i've ever had. we went to four dif. parties and just got drunk and hung out and listened to ace of base and sang along and danced and met lots of cool people. and tonight i think we're gonna watch animal house on the swamp cuz we have classes starting tomorrow. so basically i've been having a lot of fun, but i cant helping thinking everywhere i go about how much more fun i would be having in those same situations if it were people from home. now that i've told you my life story i'm gonna go get my books and meet with my dean. oh, we also just stole cable which is amazing lol, but illegal oh well. i hope everyone else is having a great time! i miss you all!
p.s. i found it!
p.s. i found it!