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Wow just spent a pointless evening with Jessica...she can even back me up on the fact we shouldnt have even seen each other, maybe then i wouldnt feel so apart from her as i do now...yeah its my fault...but i cannot erase what we just lived, so i just appologized about ruining her night, or at least not making it fun...
I suck at this relationship or lack of relationship Bullshit...I was reading YAYAs entry and I need to find me a beach Now! maybe i just need my mind to get away...Jerry Garcia where are u man!...
felt odd hearing OF my ex ex girl friend today...kinda brings back that thing of sucking at relationships...kinda wanna step out this cubicle to do something tonight...my bro and boys are going to HOME, my other boys are headed to the 9:30 club to see this show, my other boy who kinda dates the chick from 99.5 (KT Harris) asked me to go to H2O with him, sarah is headed to Nations for a costume party and offered to pick me up but I dont feel like doing anything but being in love and making love tonight...its just wanna those chil times for me that i want and need a hug :)yeah that would be cool, no drama, no dumb BS just a movie,some chess,not even a conversation is needed today...i just dont wanna be alone...hmmm no im not depressed and no i havent been taking "Get in touch with your inner self" classes LOL just being the sensitive me LOL im laughing as i type this...so fruity of me LOL
I feel better, sorry for the meaningless rambling...is it time to die yet?
Luis Fernando!
I suck at this relationship or lack of relationship Bullshit...I was reading YAYAs entry and I need to find me a beach Now! maybe i just need my mind to get away...Jerry Garcia where are u man!...
felt odd hearing OF my ex ex girl friend today...kinda brings back that thing of sucking at relationships...kinda wanna step out this cubicle to do something tonight...my bro and boys are going to HOME, my other boys are headed to the 9:30 club to see this show, my other boy who kinda dates the chick from 99.5 (KT Harris) asked me to go to H2O with him, sarah is headed to Nations for a costume party and offered to pick me up but I dont feel like doing anything but being in love and making love tonight...its just wanna those chil times for me that i want and need a hug :)yeah that would be cool, no drama, no dumb BS just a movie,some chess,not even a conversation is needed today...i just dont wanna be alone...hmmm no im not depressed and no i havent been taking "Get in touch with your inner self" classes LOL just being the sensitive me LOL im laughing as i type this...so fruity of me LOL
I feel better, sorry for the meaningless rambling...is it time to die yet?
Luis Fernando!