moment of clarity(?)...
OK so I haven't wrote here for a bit lets hope i remember what i want to write about...
first and foremost i have decided to put drugs out of my life.
Why? No se just that i feel that my brain has gone through enough substance abuse for now...
But its weird cause i feel that shrooming really doesn't count as a drug...maybe its due to the ritual that people go through in Mexico when people shroom. It is considered more like a spiritual experience.
Well maybe im just trying to fool myself since my boy is coming through with some shrooms soon! lol
But as for weed and ecstasy and K and illi those are placed in quarantine lol And i feel good not fucking with it, Most of my crew and other cats i know mess with it but doesnt phase me.
Neways Jessica told me that if she was on shit that she would feel better if I wasnt on anything. I dig that. I have enough memories already of drug induced binges. Well memories of being on them not really remembering what was going on, just know i felt good.
Am I out growing drugs or is it just that my sense of productivity on drugs slows down what could be forward progress? Does that make sense?
Im glad i write now a days cause its good to be able to remember what i went through in life...
My 4th of july was cut short by the Cops here in Fairfax County...bunch of cowboys...
Remember the party in Delaware...good times with my friends and good to see my man Pauly after so long, and see him in good health.
Decided to take trip out to bumfuck PA to go see Modest Mouse!!! 4 hours to our destination but its all good! Jessica might go...that would be sick
concert this friday with her in b-more! lets hope everything lines up for it to be a success
first and foremost i have decided to put drugs out of my life.
Why? No se just that i feel that my brain has gone through enough substance abuse for now...
But its weird cause i feel that shrooming really doesn't count as a drug...maybe its due to the ritual that people go through in Mexico when people shroom. It is considered more like a spiritual experience.
Well maybe im just trying to fool myself since my boy is coming through with some shrooms soon! lol
But as for weed and ecstasy and K and illi those are placed in quarantine lol And i feel good not fucking with it, Most of my crew and other cats i know mess with it but doesnt phase me.
Neways Jessica told me that if she was on shit that she would feel better if I wasnt on anything. I dig that. I have enough memories already of drug induced binges. Well memories of being on them not really remembering what was going on, just know i felt good.
Am I out growing drugs or is it just that my sense of productivity on drugs slows down what could be forward progress? Does that make sense?
Im glad i write now a days cause its good to be able to remember what i went through in life...
My 4th of july was cut short by the Cops here in Fairfax County...bunch of cowboys...
Remember the party in Delaware...good times with my friends and good to see my man Pauly after so long, and see him in good health.
Decided to take trip out to bumfuck PA to go see Modest Mouse!!! 4 hours to our destination but its all good! Jessica might go...that would be sick
concert this friday with her in b-more! lets hope everything lines up for it to be a success