there's a pain in my stomach...this will be another sleepless night

[comableak]

I had my training this evening. That diner is very shady. I had bad vibes everywhere. It was like some twisted island of the lost souls. Bummmed out chain smokers who are looking for something better from their lives. This one lady daisy was so confident in me, we were talking about absolutely everything all night long. She trained me, I got it. I'm so nervous for Saturday. I need to find a small black pouch-like apron by saturday. Omg I don't know where to find one...so nervous.

I haven't been getting any sleep lately. I keep having fucked up dreams. Waking up in cold sweats when there are no dreams. There is no sleep. I'm so depressed right now. I don't know how to feel. I'm so scared.