"...your eyes are bloodshot, and you're acting weird..."
"What the fuck are you asking me?"
"No, I did not smoke up at Rob's house..."
"Troy am I acting weird?"
"OKay crazy-heads...Andrea's off to her bedroom now."
Yes so after a busy and tiring day, running off of no sleep at all, I come home to be accused of being intoxicated...which...I wasn't. I really wasn't. My mother thinks that I was...and my dad was all like "Would you lie about something like that?" What the hell?! I didn't smell like it, I wasn't acting too weirdly...I was just singing to Troy in some messed up voice, and I lost my balance once. Now all of a sudden...I'm high. Jeebus...my rents are freakishly crazy.
Despite that slight scaryness, I had a good day with my brother. We went downtown...crazy money on busfares and shit...he bought me lunch at this vegetarian restaurant. We then went to the gaybourhood with his friend Maureen to bring back some dvd's from this television series called "The 'L' word". It's a showcase show about lesbians. I didn't get to watch but...yea. Sounds interesting. So we then retreated back to residence and I hung out with Adam, this guy on my brother's floor. We're friends. Tee hee.
I was on pins and needles just waiting to talk to Troy..all day... I was walking down major mac and he drove by me and called my cell...offered me a ride to my bus stop which was another twenty minute walk. Was in a really depressing mood in the morning, I was quite worried and paranoid that he was upset with me...but figured I should not fret unless he tells me that I have a reason to be sketchy. I ended up talking to him aftwerwards and he was in a far better mood, it was really really nice to talk to him. It would have been better to get a huge hug from him too, but i suppose that one cannnot have it all.
You know what? I think that I'm going to cut back on weed. I think I need to. Not only that, but I need to start reading again. My vocabulary is going down...and I keep mixing up words. The weed is making me dumb... it's not cool anymore. It's affecting my writing...I haven't written anything really...interesting in a long time and that's pissing me off. Operation cut-back....I believe I have to psyche myself up for it. Johnny, you better be proud!! (Johnny = <333)
Dentist appointment today, then Allie is coming over. Fun, fun, fun!!
Andrea
xoxox
"No, I did not smoke up at Rob's house..."
"Troy am I acting weird?"
"OKay crazy-heads...Andrea's off to her bedroom now."
Yes so after a busy and tiring day, running off of no sleep at all, I come home to be accused of being intoxicated...which...I wasn't. I really wasn't. My mother thinks that I was...and my dad was all like "Would you lie about something like that?" What the hell?! I didn't smell like it, I wasn't acting too weirdly...I was just singing to Troy in some messed up voice, and I lost my balance once. Now all of a sudden...I'm high. Jeebus...my rents are freakishly crazy.
Despite that slight scaryness, I had a good day with my brother. We went downtown...crazy money on busfares and shit...he bought me lunch at this vegetarian restaurant. We then went to the gaybourhood with his friend Maureen to bring back some dvd's from this television series called "The 'L' word". It's a showcase show about lesbians. I didn't get to watch but...yea. Sounds interesting. So we then retreated back to residence and I hung out with Adam, this guy on my brother's floor. We're friends. Tee hee.
I was on pins and needles just waiting to talk to Troy..all day... I was walking down major mac and he drove by me and called my cell...offered me a ride to my bus stop which was another twenty minute walk. Was in a really depressing mood in the morning, I was quite worried and paranoid that he was upset with me...but figured I should not fret unless he tells me that I have a reason to be sketchy. I ended up talking to him aftwerwards and he was in a far better mood, it was really really nice to talk to him. It would have been better to get a huge hug from him too, but i suppose that one cannnot have it all.
You know what? I think that I'm going to cut back on weed. I think I need to. Not only that, but I need to start reading again. My vocabulary is going down...and I keep mixing up words. The weed is making me dumb... it's not cool anymore. It's affecting my writing...I haven't written anything really...interesting in a long time and that's pissing me off. Operation cut-back....I believe I have to psyche myself up for it. Johnny, you better be proud!! (Johnny = <333)
Dentist appointment today, then Allie is coming over. Fun, fun, fun!!
Andrea
xoxox