Jun 26, 2004 01:12
yeah. so i have my password now. and its mine. um. today was good day. rephrase. today was a great day. i was with zach for most of it. only bad thing was that my moms work thing lasted too long. and zach couldnt come back over. :(. when i got home corey called. he came and picked me up. went to pizza hut. and now i think zachs mad at me. for going out. i dont like it. i dont understand why hed be mad. but still. and now its bothering me. i dont want him mad at me. now here i go thinking too much. i always do this. obsess over things. that arent even necassarily true. overthinking. but dont all people do that?. no im going to think about this all night. and tomorrow. until i talk to him. im going to bed soon. so i dont have to think. ugh. if i knew hed get mad i wouldnt have left. i shouldve stayed online and talked to him. then id be happy. holy fucking shit. nevermind. i went out. i saw my friends. i liked it. i know what youre thinking. i am not whipped. i am not whipped. i am not whipped. okay. maybe partially. i dont think so. i just love him. and i think too much. and i dont like when people are mad at me. or when i think they are. wow. um. all my sentences are weird. have you noticed that too?. i have. well. i have to. im the one typing it. ahh. i dont wanna be awake. thinking. bad. um. corey gave me caffeine pills. im not sleepin ne time soon. hmm. i am a pathetic person. pa-the-tic. lalala. phone rang. gunna go now. yeah. bad entry. sorry. bye.