Happy Holidays?
Well, home for Christmas. Ill for Christmas. Confined to the house and I have to put the tree up later too. I have no idea what I've got. Flu or a really bad cold. Maybe a touch of both? All I know is it hurts so much and I just want rid of it!
Miss Steve loads too. Can't believe it was only thursday that I last saw him. Feels like... months. All I want is to be with him again. Christ, I'd love to spend Christmas day with him :( But looks like the only time I'm going to get to see him is New Year. And that's still so far away! I miss him so much and I can't bare to be apart from him. Even typing this makes me want to cry. It's silly. I know it's only a few weeks.
I want to wear my ring and tell the world that we're engaged but I... can't. It's so hard to do when you know everyone will just tell you how early it all is and that you should wait a bit. I mean, we're waiting a bit for a wedding anyways so what difference does it make? And even if they weren't saying it to my face they'd e saying it behind my back.
Maybe wait until our year anniversary?
...Don't want to...
Miss Steve loads too. Can't believe it was only thursday that I last saw him. Feels like... months. All I want is to be with him again. Christ, I'd love to spend Christmas day with him :( But looks like the only time I'm going to get to see him is New Year. And that's still so far away! I miss him so much and I can't bare to be apart from him. Even typing this makes me want to cry. It's silly. I know it's only a few weeks.
I want to wear my ring and tell the world that we're engaged but I... can't. It's so hard to do when you know everyone will just tell you how early it all is and that you should wait a bit. I mean, we're waiting a bit for a wedding anyways so what difference does it make? And even if they weren't saying it to my face they'd e saying it behind my back.
Maybe wait until our year anniversary?
...Don't want to...