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So it's probably about time I update this ish right?
Well I came to AZ and I've only to a couple parties, which may I add fucking rocked, but I did get to meet a few people I hadn't had pleasure of meeting before now, and got to see those of you whom I have already met once before which was even better! My time here hasn't been spent the way I wanted to, but everything happens for a reason and the past week has been made a whole lot better thanks to a few friends, so a big thank you, you know who you are. I've made some pretty bum choices since I've been here, and I'll probably make a few more before I leave, but shit happens, and I move on and learn from the mistake. I TRY not to make it again, but sometimes I'm not so smart.
I've pretty much been doing nothing but going out/staying in and getting drunk/stoned which is alllllll good. The company has been great and laughter plentiful. If there's one thing I regret about ever coming here... it's coming here for the reasons I did. It's true that some things DO happen for a reason, and looking at them now... the things that have happened have stopped me from making a pretty big mistake in my life which I will have undoubtedly regretted, but that's life and it's taken me on a new path.
The end of this month I will either be flying back home to England or flying to Oklahoma for 2 months. I'm kinda hoping I'll come across some huge lump sum of money in the street and I can buy a one way ticket back home now... and fly back in two months and just stay here. But which ever way things work out, it'll happen because it's supposed to and I'm just going to go with it.
If I do leave for home as planned, I shall be leaving in 11 days. If I do not... and I go to Oklahoma I shall be leaving in roughly a week.
A week ago I couldn't wait to get out of this place because of drama that occured due to my lack of self control. Now... I don't want to leave.
Well I came to AZ and I've only to a couple parties, which may I add fucking rocked, but I did get to meet a few people I hadn't had pleasure of meeting before now, and got to see those of you whom I have already met once before which was even better! My time here hasn't been spent the way I wanted to, but everything happens for a reason and the past week has been made a whole lot better thanks to a few friends, so a big thank you, you know who you are. I've made some pretty bum choices since I've been here, and I'll probably make a few more before I leave, but shit happens, and I move on and learn from the mistake. I TRY not to make it again, but sometimes I'm not so smart.
I've pretty much been doing nothing but going out/staying in and getting drunk/stoned which is alllllll good. The company has been great and laughter plentiful. If there's one thing I regret about ever coming here... it's coming here for the reasons I did. It's true that some things DO happen for a reason, and looking at them now... the things that have happened have stopped me from making a pretty big mistake in my life which I will have undoubtedly regretted, but that's life and it's taken me on a new path.
The end of this month I will either be flying back home to England or flying to Oklahoma for 2 months. I'm kinda hoping I'll come across some huge lump sum of money in the street and I can buy a one way ticket back home now... and fly back in two months and just stay here. But which ever way things work out, it'll happen because it's supposed to and I'm just going to go with it.
If I do leave for home as planned, I shall be leaving in 11 days. If I do not... and I go to Oklahoma I shall be leaving in roughly a week.
A week ago I couldn't wait to get out of this place because of drama that occured due to my lack of self control. Now... I don't want to leave.