my heart feels like it may fall out of my prostate

[columnofhazy]

things never thought of being present
are now existent, I get lost
as voices grow distant
this moment made, seems to have locked in place,

I try to look away, but all must be faced
as my love is evaporating in your sun
mistakes are understatements
to the learing process of being one

it seems as if that wasint me
just knowing I could have been so week
you took a confused hand and
I let us down, I led us down to this

give me just one more chance, find trust,in this enlightened hand
cause what is broken can be fixed, or end this were I stand
Im sure this is the end of the end
I can find the cure but I need my lover I need my friend

I know its hard to not harden your heart
through all Ive done to you
but dont see me as you once did
see me as I am
im pouring my whole self into this
Ill never let you go alone
ill be yours through thick and thin
I want to be with you
the one who nows exactly were Ive been