random: I'm cheating! >_

Jun 02, 2010 00:55

"NOT AGAIN!!"

Yeah, yeah!! I'm shouting those words a while ago...
I really feel I'm cheating again...
I'm cheating, cheating, cheating, CHEATING!!!!

I don't know why but I think I have an odd type with guys... why?! My heart skips a beat when I see a guy crying his heart out, or when a guy brings a un-fold-able umbrella or when a guy talks gently to a child and those kind of stuffs..

Yeah! I'm purely ranting here due to YAMADA RYOSUKE!
that chubby-cheeked guy! I always intend not to put him on my top 3 list but he keeps on proving he should be.. sometimes, even leveling with my ichiban... waaaaaaaah!
THAT'S WHY I FEEL CHEATING!
A fellow LJ-er offered a download link of Yama-chan crying during the farewell of Hidarime Tantei Eye. I forgot that it was the video I was avoiding to watch long time ago... when my faith (nani? majide?!) to Yuto was not that strong yet, when I was still confused of who was my ichiban. But then, destiny has its own way of playing its game. Yeah, I downloaded and watched it and...

YAMADA RYOSUKE!
what the heck~
he was uber cute!!!
AGH!! I must admit that he's one of the cutest among HSJ members and I realized that again while watching the video. He was sincerely crying and showing how grateful he was, and when the girl acting as Sayama gave him the present and he cried.... waaaaaah! I found myself almost sobbing. Ohmegawwwd!!~

I need to get a hold of myself...
I just need to post and pour this out of my system so my current HSJ ranking won't be affected!! >_<

yeah!

"Nakajima Yuto, if you'll be able to read this.. I'm very sorry but it's nice for a person's heart to wander for some time, right?! ^_^||
Don't worry, it'll definitely come back & be yours again! ♥♥
maybe after a night of sleep..."
:)

ja!

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