done
so i am now offical done with work till auguest...which means that Colorado is right around the corner.
i leave on sunday and i have to say that i am really excited and i know i will enjoy horrible, but i am still scaried shitless nonetheless. Really, it is not the job or the travel, but the people that i am most worried about. I mean i have to live with three of them for two months and and i get to meet them the day we all move in?? not happy about that nor am i happy that i do not know anything about them except maybe that they are guys because i doubt we will have co-ed appartment living.
and then there is the whole "gay" issuse...i hate coming out to people mainly because it is really unknowable how people are going to react to the fact that they are now live with, and maybe even rooming with, someone who could find them attactive. I know it is a stupid worry but i get it a lot.
well on a positive note, i have talked to my mentor a few times through e-mail and she seems cool about everything ( i mean i can wear Brikies to work if i want) so that does make me feel better about the experiance because even if i hate the people, i will love the job and i have Ilissa there to keep me company :-)
well i have no plans tonight so if any of you want to do something let me know :-)
i leave on sunday and i have to say that i am really excited and i know i will enjoy horrible, but i am still scaried shitless nonetheless. Really, it is not the job or the travel, but the people that i am most worried about. I mean i have to live with three of them for two months and and i get to meet them the day we all move in?? not happy about that nor am i happy that i do not know anything about them except maybe that they are guys because i doubt we will have co-ed appartment living.
and then there is the whole "gay" issuse...i hate coming out to people mainly because it is really unknowable how people are going to react to the fact that they are now live with, and maybe even rooming with, someone who could find them attactive. I know it is a stupid worry but i get it a lot.
well on a positive note, i have talked to my mentor a few times through e-mail and she seems cool about everything ( i mean i can wear Brikies to work if i want) so that does make me feel better about the experiance because even if i hate the people, i will love the job and i have Ilissa there to keep me company :-)
well i have no plans tonight so if any of you want to do something let me know :-)