Nobody gives a shit, but I'll tell you anyway.

Aug 27, 2007 02:05

Patti and I broke up. No hard feelings or ill will, we're still friends. However, there are several complications which, aside from the lack of a car (which I'm getting solved before October, but she is still having her own troubles...), theres irreconcilable differences (sounds like a divorce...). I just LOVE how things happen in my life. Get a small taste of what I want and have it yanked out of my hand as if I was a baby with some candy. At one point for a few years, I even had the greatest friends on Earth! I had fun even when we weren't doing anything! Then I stick up for one against the others and get flamed for it, the friend I stuck up for stood by me until things got worse, then when things get even worse, said friend has the heart to show up again but then disappeared. I try to fix things between my friends, and I get a big fuck you for trying. I'M NOT A BAD PERSON! I HAVE A BIG HEART! Right now, the glue dried up and my heart fell to pieces again. I know this is falling on deaf ears and I'm only gonna get flamed for it, but I really miss you guys. I've missed you all for the past several months. If you're just gonna lecture me with something along the lines of "well, you should've..." or "maybe if you...", then please don't respond to this. If you give even the slightest bit of a damn about me, then please do respond.
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