Dumped again...
...and I know what you are going to say but pls say it anyway cause I deserve it.
Seriously, I didn't think she was gonna dump me this time. She made such an effort to get me back and I really thought that this was gonna be it and that we would marry each other. Or at least move into together. She gave me a key and all...
But now its like we don't know each other. Cool & hard like always. Effective, fast and cruel.
"Dump, why?, cause!, but I thought..., sorry if I tricked ya... I gotta go!"
And the frustrating part this time is that I really can't take her back after this turn... it was so the top of it all and now she had to mess that one up as well. Anyway... I just liked being with her... gonna miss it so much...
Oh, and also... if she calls me in six months (I'm not saying she will just because she always do it - this time might be different... but if!) I have prepared a small list of things she will have to do in order for me to consider taking her back.
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I know all of you want to beat me for a week for even talking about taking her back... but since I am still a bit down it kind of helped me to think of a list. It was so fun the last time when she was almost begged on her knees for me to take her back so here it goes:
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Things you have to do for me to even consider taking you back:
1. Tatoo my name on your upper body. It have to be at least 1 inch letters and there have to be some kind of love symbol. And if I don't like it, it doesn't count - so make it good!
2. You have to learn the names and the initials of all the 59 Nintendo Game & Watch games. Just cause I know you'd hate that and that it would make you so geeky. Then you'd have to read them all up.
3. You have to write me a two-page love poem letter size 12.
4. You would have to propose to me.
5. You would seriously move in under the same roof.
This is such a good list but this is also so weird. I can't believe that I am not even taking this seriously...
The truth is that I am sad. Not as sad as I used to be but more of a sadness that comes with loss for stupid reasons. Unnecessary loss. The one that is so unfair and ridiculous that you can hardly believe it at first.
So anyway...
I am to afraid to say it... but it just feels weird to say that she has said everything and now it means nothing. She dumped me, I am speechless, she is moving on and if she calls me... what can she possible say that she haven't already said... and that means that I really can't take her back. And I just feel weird that this option would come up. We've been doing this for such a long time but each time we've gotten so much closer that I really thought
it would last forever...
Seriously, I didn't think she was gonna dump me this time. She made such an effort to get me back and I really thought that this was gonna be it and that we would marry each other. Or at least move into together. She gave me a key and all...
But now its like we don't know each other. Cool & hard like always. Effective, fast and cruel.
"Dump, why?, cause!, but I thought..., sorry if I tricked ya... I gotta go!"
And the frustrating part this time is that I really can't take her back after this turn... it was so the top of it all and now she had to mess that one up as well. Anyway... I just liked being with her... gonna miss it so much...
Oh, and also... if she calls me in six months (I'm not saying she will just because she always do it - this time might be different... but if!) I have prepared a small list of things she will have to do in order for me to consider taking her back.
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I know all of you want to beat me for a week for even talking about taking her back... but since I am still a bit down it kind of helped me to think of a list. It was so fun the last time when she was almost begged on her knees for me to take her back so here it goes:
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Things you have to do for me to even consider taking you back:
1. Tatoo my name on your upper body. It have to be at least 1 inch letters and there have to be some kind of love symbol. And if I don't like it, it doesn't count - so make it good!
2. You have to learn the names and the initials of all the 59 Nintendo Game & Watch games. Just cause I know you'd hate that and that it would make you so geeky. Then you'd have to read them all up.
3. You have to write me a two-page love poem letter size 12.
4. You would have to propose to me.
5. You would seriously move in under the same roof.
This is such a good list but this is also so weird. I can't believe that I am not even taking this seriously...
The truth is that I am sad. Not as sad as I used to be but more of a sadness that comes with loss for stupid reasons. Unnecessary loss. The one that is so unfair and ridiculous that you can hardly believe it at first.
So anyway...
I am to afraid to say it... but it just feels weird to say that she has said everything and now it means nothing. She dumped me, I am speechless, she is moving on and if she calls me... what can she possible say that she haven't already said... and that means that I really can't take her back. And I just feel weird that this option would come up. We've been doing this for such a long time but each time we've gotten so much closer that I really thought
it would last forever...