The day you went away, you had to screw me over...
New Moon Fanmix {Saturnine, 14 songs}
I need to say, I'm mostly a E/B shipper, but, like this is a New Moon Fanmix, and the book is mostly J/B I'm holding onto that.
Little House / The Fray {Bella Pov}
She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works
Something is scratching it's way out
Something you want to forget about...
This reminds me of the "November, December..." scene.
Here With Me / Dido {Bella Pov}
I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory...
...I don't want to call my friends
For they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been...
The whole song reminds me of Bella after Edward left.
Glass / Bat For Lashes
...Points to my beloved
A knight in crystal armour
And I tried to hold him
I tried for the creed
I'll make a suit of colours
To stop the blinding mirrors...
I'm not exactly sure why this song reminds me of new moon, but, I think that the nightmares that Bella had, trying to reach for him and then she's alone, the confussion, that represent this song for me.
Cannonball / Damien Rice {Edward/Bella Pov}
There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what's going on
There’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
There’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can´t say what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Bella thinking about Edward before jumping off the cliff.
Wonder / Megan McCauley {Edward/Bella/Jake Pov}
...When Bleeding is feeling and feeling ain't real
Will I see you when I open my eyes?
Will I see you when I open my eyes?
When Breathing's a burden we all have to bear
And trust is one thing we're taught never to share
Somehow you just seem to shine
When loving means breaking and saying goodbye
And I can't help but wonder what it is you do
You help heal the pain, and the thoughts of the truth
You're a question to the universe, a wonder to the world
And somehow, when I'm with you, I never get burned...
This song reminds me of Bella being torn between holding onto Edward's memory, and the way Jake makes her feel.
Saturnine / The Gathering {Bella Pov}
...The day you went away
You had to screw me over
I guess you didn't know
all the stuff you left me with
is way too much to handle
But I guess you don't care
You don't need to preach
you don't have to love me, all the time
Whatever on earth possessed you
to make this bold decision
I guess you don't need me
While whispering those words
I cried like a baby
hoping you would care...
Breakup scene, no more words.
Losing Touch / The Killers {Bella/Jake Pov}
Console me in my darkest hour
Convince me that the truth is always grey
Caress me in your velvet chair
Conceal me from the ghost you cast away
I ain't in no hurry, you go on
And tell your friends I'm losing touch
Fill their heads with rumours of impending doom
It must be true...
Bella and Jake's relationship at the beggining of their friendship.
Broken / Lifehouse {Bella/Edward Pov}
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, is there healing
In your name, I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
X&Y / Coldplay {Jake/Bella Pov}
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I'm diving off the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can...
When Bella is trying to make things right with Jacob, the almost kiss scene...their whole relationship is in this song for me.
All I See / Lydia {Jake/Bella Pov}
...So come closer, baby
I want to see what you're made of
See what you're made of
'Cause this isn't all we could be
You're not the same, and I'm
I'm not the same and...
No one could ever wait for you
And no one, yeah, no one could ever
Wait for you, I'll wait for you...
"Breakup" scene of Jake and Bella.
Frozen / Within Temptation {Edward Pov}
...I would stop running
If I knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all
But I'm forced to let go
Tell me I'm frozen
But what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons
I did it for you
When lies turn into truth
I sacrifice for you
You say that I am frozen
But what can I do?
I can feel your sorrow
You won't forgive me
But I know you'll be alright
It tears me apart that you will never know
But I have to let go...
Oh god, when I read the breakup I thought of this song and I cried so bad. No need to explain, pure Edward here.
Fix You / Coldplay {Edward Pov}
...Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes...
The scene when Edward and Bella are back from Volterra and she realizes that she's not dreaming and he's promises that he'll stay with her and he'll never gonna leave again.
Come Back Down / Lifehouse {Jake Pov}
All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside
I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong
Jake's feelings about Bella.
Try / Nelly Furtado {Bella Pov}
...I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me...
Hope you enjoy!
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