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Dear Livejournal,
I know I have neglected you and treated you like the dirty stepchild for the past 4-5 months and I just wanted to say that I'm sorry.
I'm here writing in you because I don't know where else to go.
While I'm required not to give specifics or even talk about my situation, I'm really scared.
In the beginning I was excited about things, but now that the time has come
The pressure is coming down,
And I don't know how much I can do.
I'm not good at these types of things.
I don't have the skills other people have.
And I feel as if God is doing this to punish me for being a (for the most part) law abiding citizen.
So please livejournal.
Comfort me and tell me that everything will be alright.
That after Thursday everything will go back to normal.
Because I don't know how long I can do this,
Especially if I'm in this alone.
I know I have neglected you and treated you like the dirty stepchild for the past 4-5 months and I just wanted to say that I'm sorry.
I'm here writing in you because I don't know where else to go.
While I'm required not to give specifics or even talk about my situation, I'm really scared.
In the beginning I was excited about things, but now that the time has come
The pressure is coming down,
And I don't know how much I can do.
I'm not good at these types of things.
I don't have the skills other people have.
And I feel as if God is doing this to punish me for being a (for the most part) law abiding citizen.
So please livejournal.
Comfort me and tell me that everything will be alright.
That after Thursday everything will go back to normal.
Because I don't know how long I can do this,
Especially if I'm in this alone.