Tell Me You Love Me. But This Time, Only Me.
Title : Tell Me You Love Me. But This Time, Only Me (Chapter 7!!)
Pairing : YunJae, Yoosu & Kimin (Though there's only YunJae and Yoosu in this one.)
Summary : Yoochun is constantly complimenting JaeJoong as if he loves him. But he's going out with Junsu. And what happens when Yunho reveals he knows more than he lets on?
Hey guys!!! I know I haven't updated in majorly long. I'm so sorry!!!! Here's the new update... after a super long hiatus. But, hopefully, I'm back!!!! I hope you guys are still reading this! >.< Also, thanks to my awesome beta, Hado82!!!!^^ Hope you like it!=D Thank you!
Previous chapters(Coz, I know that I've been so horrible at updating....) :
Chapter 1 ; Chapter 2 ; Chapter 3 ; Chapter 4 ; Chapter 5 ; Chapter 6
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Jae Joong sighed as he slowly licked his third ice cream of the day. He sat at the park in front of Yunho's house, just gazing at his window, the whole afternoon.
"Are you home? Is it because you don't want to see me that you won't come to school?" Jae Joong sighed once more, pushing himself slowly on the swing he was sitting on.
A car pulled up to the house and Jae Joong recognised it as Yunho's car so he immediately stood up, wanting to run and greet him. But, Yunho stepped out of the car, smiling, pulling the hand of a beautiful girl.
Jae Joong managed to drop his ice cream and walk up to the couple.
"Y-Yunho, you're back." Jae Joong managed to stutter out.
The girl turned around and Jae Joong's eyes widened in realisation.
"Oh, nunan, you're back! When did you get back?" Jae Joong smiled in relief, pulling her in for a brotherly hug.
"Jae Joongie!!~~~~ My sweet little dongsaeng! I just got back! Yun here just picked me up from the airport. How come you're here? I thought..." the girl looked towards Yunho then back to Jae Joong.
"Actually, I came here to talk to Yunho... I was waiting for him to come home..." Jae Joong became shy all of a sudden.
The girl smiled inwardly, she knew Jae Joong would never forget Yunho. They were the power couple, every time she saw them, they were strong. She was surprised when Yunho came to pick her up and told her that he broke up with Jae Joong.
"A-ah. Jae Joong-sshi, what can I do for you?" Yunho tried to smile. Honestly, every time he looked at Jae Joong or even thought about him, flashbacks start playing in his mind and he didn't want it. He didn't want to keep hearing Jae Joong say that he doesn't love him, he didn't. He wanted to forget, he wanted to go back to normal. He wanted to keep loving from afar, but not keep hurting.
The more Yunho thought about it, the more he struggled to keep the tears from his eyes.
"Yunho, I need to talk to you... in private, please?"Jae Joong looked apologetically towards Yunho's elder sister.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Yun, why don't you just leave my bags in my room and Jae Joongie can wait for you in your room. I'll take care of myself after that, no worries." Yunho's sister smiled and shooed them off.
Jae Joong bowed towards Yunho's sister and trailed slowly behind Yunho. Many things rushed through his head at that moment, what exactly was he going to say to Yunho? How was he going to convince him, that he loved him, and only him?
"Yun! You're back. Oh, Jae Joong ah. Nice to see you here again. You guys got back together again?" Yunho's mother smiled at the two.
Yunho shook his head, "He just wanted to see me."
Yunho's mother smiled at Jae Joong, silently cheering the nervous boy on, "Go on up, tell me if you're staying for dinner, okay?"
Jae Joong bowed at Yunho's mother before rushing up behind Yunho.
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"What can I do for you?" Yunho took a seat across from Jae Joong on the floor. Jae Joong shifted nervously, swaying back and forth.
"Yunnie-yah." Jae Joong cautiously moved closer towards Yunho, trying his hardest to get him to look at him.
A flicker of emotion passed through Yunho's eyes before it returned to the cold, hard stare of before. Jae Joong cursed himself inwardly, why was he so stupid?
"Yunho. I wanted to know if you'd...be willing to accept me again. I mean, I know it's difficult, but I swear to you, what I feel for Yoochun was a long time ago, and I've come to realise that I really can't live without you." Jae Joong reached for Yunho's arm, tracing patterns lightly on his skin.
Yunho exhaled harshly, he knew he had to talk about the situation. Of course he knew, but he was afraid. He didn't want to push Jae Joong into a relationship he didn't want, he didn't want to be the source of his suffering. He didn't want a relationship if his heart was not in it.
"I honestly can tell you that'll I'll be fine without you, Jae."
"But I'm not going to be fine without you. Yun, after so long," Jae Joong rested his hands on Yunho's shoulders, "After so long, I think I can finally say... I can finally say that I love you. And I want us to be together, in a relationship, as a couple."
Yunho was silent, his eyes was downcast, his shoulders slumped, "How can I believe you?"
"I believe that relationships are about trust. We need to trust each other. You need to trust that I'm telling the truth. I know it's hard and I know you just want to slap me. But, if you still love me, and you haven't forgotten about us, then I hope we could take a step forward and try again," Jae Joong pleaded, "I was hoping that you would trust me."
Yunho remained silent, and Jae Joong felt that the deafening silence was suffocating. But after, what seemed like an eternity, Yunho sighed and slowly stood up.
Placing a gentle kiss on Jae Joong's forehead, he softly whispered to him, "I hope you trust me too, so you never have to leave me again."
Jae Joong let out a silent sigh, putting his hands together as a prayer of thanks.
'Hello? Hi aunty, this is Yunho. Is it alright if Jae stays at my house for dinner? My umma really wants him to. Really? Okay, thank you. Bye.' Yunho put the phone down and took a glance at the unusually silent Jae Joong.
"Jae, you're mum said that you could stay for dinner. And for the night, if you want." Yunho began in a quiet voice. Was Jae Joong having second thoughts now?
Jae Joong turned around to face Yunho, a smile splitting on his face, before jumping up and running to Yunho and giving him a huge hug, laughing happily out loud. Yunho smile, gathering the boy up in his arms, spinning him around slightly.
"Thank you for trusting me," Jae Joong whispered into Yunho's ear before tightening the hug around him.
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"How long did you plan on staying?" Yoochun tapped his cup nervously before putting it down.
Junsu stared at him for a while, trying to process what he meant, "Staying where?"
"With me." Yoochun raised an eyebrow, not sure whether he should be upset or angry, "I know your plan, Junsu. I know you're going to leave me."
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Hope you guys liked it. Sorry it's such a short chapter! >.<
Pairing : YunJae, Yoosu & Kimin (Though there's only YunJae and Yoosu in this one.)
Summary : Yoochun is constantly complimenting JaeJoong as if he loves him. But he's going out with Junsu. And what happens when Yunho reveals he knows more than he lets on?
Hey guys!!! I know I haven't updated in majorly long. I'm so sorry!!!! Here's the new update... after a super long hiatus. But, hopefully, I'm back!!!! I hope you guys are still reading this! >.< Also, thanks to my awesome beta, Hado82!!!!^^ Hope you like it!=D Thank you!
Previous chapters(Coz, I know that I've been so horrible at updating....) :
Chapter 1 ; Chapter 2 ; Chapter 3 ; Chapter 4 ; Chapter 5 ; Chapter 6
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Jae Joong sighed as he slowly licked his third ice cream of the day. He sat at the park in front of Yunho's house, just gazing at his window, the whole afternoon.
"Are you home? Is it because you don't want to see me that you won't come to school?" Jae Joong sighed once more, pushing himself slowly on the swing he was sitting on.
A car pulled up to the house and Jae Joong recognised it as Yunho's car so he immediately stood up, wanting to run and greet him. But, Yunho stepped out of the car, smiling, pulling the hand of a beautiful girl.
Jae Joong managed to drop his ice cream and walk up to the couple.
"Y-Yunho, you're back." Jae Joong managed to stutter out.
The girl turned around and Jae Joong's eyes widened in realisation.
"Oh, nunan, you're back! When did you get back?" Jae Joong smiled in relief, pulling her in for a brotherly hug.
"Jae Joongie!!~~~~ My sweet little dongsaeng! I just got back! Yun here just picked me up from the airport. How come you're here? I thought..." the girl looked towards Yunho then back to Jae Joong.
"Actually, I came here to talk to Yunho... I was waiting for him to come home..." Jae Joong became shy all of a sudden.
The girl smiled inwardly, she knew Jae Joong would never forget Yunho. They were the power couple, every time she saw them, they were strong. She was surprised when Yunho came to pick her up and told her that he broke up with Jae Joong.
"A-ah. Jae Joong-sshi, what can I do for you?" Yunho tried to smile. Honestly, every time he looked at Jae Joong or even thought about him, flashbacks start playing in his mind and he didn't want it. He didn't want to keep hearing Jae Joong say that he doesn't love him, he didn't. He wanted to forget, he wanted to go back to normal. He wanted to keep loving from afar, but not keep hurting.
The more Yunho thought about it, the more he struggled to keep the tears from his eyes.
"Yunho, I need to talk to you... in private, please?"Jae Joong looked apologetically towards Yunho's elder sister.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Yun, why don't you just leave my bags in my room and Jae Joongie can wait for you in your room. I'll take care of myself after that, no worries." Yunho's sister smiled and shooed them off.
Jae Joong bowed towards Yunho's sister and trailed slowly behind Yunho. Many things rushed through his head at that moment, what exactly was he going to say to Yunho? How was he going to convince him, that he loved him, and only him?
"Yun! You're back. Oh, Jae Joong ah. Nice to see you here again. You guys got back together again?" Yunho's mother smiled at the two.
Yunho shook his head, "He just wanted to see me."
Yunho's mother smiled at Jae Joong, silently cheering the nervous boy on, "Go on up, tell me if you're staying for dinner, okay?"
Jae Joong bowed at Yunho's mother before rushing up behind Yunho.
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"What can I do for you?" Yunho took a seat across from Jae Joong on the floor. Jae Joong shifted nervously, swaying back and forth.
"Yunnie-yah." Jae Joong cautiously moved closer towards Yunho, trying his hardest to get him to look at him.
A flicker of emotion passed through Yunho's eyes before it returned to the cold, hard stare of before. Jae Joong cursed himself inwardly, why was he so stupid?
"Yunho. I wanted to know if you'd...be willing to accept me again. I mean, I know it's difficult, but I swear to you, what I feel for Yoochun was a long time ago, and I've come to realise that I really can't live without you." Jae Joong reached for Yunho's arm, tracing patterns lightly on his skin.
Yunho exhaled harshly, he knew he had to talk about the situation. Of course he knew, but he was afraid. He didn't want to push Jae Joong into a relationship he didn't want, he didn't want to be the source of his suffering. He didn't want a relationship if his heart was not in it.
"I honestly can tell you that'll I'll be fine without you, Jae."
"But I'm not going to be fine without you. Yun, after so long," Jae Joong rested his hands on Yunho's shoulders, "After so long, I think I can finally say... I can finally say that I love you. And I want us to be together, in a relationship, as a couple."
Yunho was silent, his eyes was downcast, his shoulders slumped, "How can I believe you?"
"I believe that relationships are about trust. We need to trust each other. You need to trust that I'm telling the truth. I know it's hard and I know you just want to slap me. But, if you still love me, and you haven't forgotten about us, then I hope we could take a step forward and try again," Jae Joong pleaded, "I was hoping that you would trust me."
Yunho remained silent, and Jae Joong felt that the deafening silence was suffocating. But after, what seemed like an eternity, Yunho sighed and slowly stood up.
Placing a gentle kiss on Jae Joong's forehead, he softly whispered to him, "I hope you trust me too, so you never have to leave me again."
Jae Joong let out a silent sigh, putting his hands together as a prayer of thanks.
'Hello? Hi aunty, this is Yunho. Is it alright if Jae stays at my house for dinner? My umma really wants him to. Really? Okay, thank you. Bye.' Yunho put the phone down and took a glance at the unusually silent Jae Joong.
"Jae, you're mum said that you could stay for dinner. And for the night, if you want." Yunho began in a quiet voice. Was Jae Joong having second thoughts now?
Jae Joong turned around to face Yunho, a smile splitting on his face, before jumping up and running to Yunho and giving him a huge hug, laughing happily out loud. Yunho smile, gathering the boy up in his arms, spinning him around slightly.
"Thank you for trusting me," Jae Joong whispered into Yunho's ear before tightening the hug around him.
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"How long did you plan on staying?" Yoochun tapped his cup nervously before putting it down.
Junsu stared at him for a while, trying to process what he meant, "Staying where?"
"With me." Yoochun raised an eyebrow, not sure whether he should be upset or angry, "I know your plan, Junsu. I know you're going to leave me."
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Hope you guys liked it. Sorry it's such a short chapter! >.<