FIC: Giving the Dog a Bone
Title: Giving the Dog a Bone
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17; EXPLICIT Sexual Content [PWP, basically], AU
Characters: Sirius Black, Lily Evans, and Remus Lupin
Pairings: Sirius/Lily/Remus
Word Count: 2,320
Note: This is basically over 2K of useless smut, so you have been warned. I ... tried to give it some sort of substance, but the more I tried to force it the crappier it turned out. I even gave up trying to make it seem even remotely plausible, hence the AU tag [James is such a nuisance anyway >.> LOL RIGHT? ;)]. The only reason I'm posting it at all is for Kate/sable_tyger. I kept telling her about it, so I think it would be rather cruel of me not to let her read it. Plus, it was one of those things that I just HAD to finish because it was being such a bitch LOL. That said, I'm really not very proud of the finished product, but ... hey, at least I finished it. Now THAT said, I do have to note that I find my title choice very amusing/clever. Probably my favorite part of the whole damn thing, really. LOL XD
Disclaimer: All characters and things you recognize belong to the genius that is J.K. Rowling. Title is from the song of the same name by AC/DC and therefore is the property of the band, not me.
The first time it happens is purely accidental. He never expected to walk into his own bedroom and find a naked Lily Evans. They both look away immediately, anywhere but at each other, though still not quickly enough. He blushes, she blushes; he apologizes, she apologizes; he should have knocked, no, it’s his room, she should have asked first. He leaves quickly and tries to erase the sight from his mind.
And yet, when he fucks Remus that night, it’s Lily’s arse he sees bent before him, and it’s Lily’s hips he grips tight enough to bruise, and it’s almost-oh, fuck, almost-Lily’s name he shouts when he comes.
The guilt sets in quickly thereafter, of course. Not only does Sirius feel as though he’d cheated his lover by imagining someone else as they had sex, but Sirius feels as if he’d cheated one of his best friends because he’d imagined her.
The second time it happens they are both less embarrassed than the first, and even, Sirius thinks, a little more bold with it. It takes her a little longer to cover herself; it takes him a little longer to avert his gaze. They both apologize inaudibly, but leave it at that.
Remus is not in the mood tonight, but Sirius is horny and hard as fuck, and he can’t get the image of Lily out of his mind. He doesn’t know what to do with himself, either, because it’s been ages since he’s even been with a woman, and he’s certainly never felt like that toward Lily Evans. And he loves Remus, he knows it; even the steady sound of Remus’ breathing beside him makes Sirius feel content, makes him forget Lily and her body for just a moment.
But then the moment passes as quickly as it comes; his hard-on throbs, his arousal overcoming his guilt and shame, and even his confusion. It gets to the point where he has to have a quiet wank under the covers, and afterward he feels even guiltier as Remus sleeps on beside him.
The third time it happens he knows it is on purpose, both on her part and his. There is no scramble to avoid it; there are no apologies. There is Lily, and there is Sirius. This time, he watches her as she sits on his bed and pulls her knees up to her chest, but it is not as though she is trying to cover herself or hide her body from his view. On the contrary, Sirius feels that now is the first time she has really allowed herself to open up to him. The way she slowly rests her chin on her knees and lets her hands settle against her feet with her arms wrapped around her legs show a vulnerability that Sirius has never before been allowed to witness.
Sirius approaches her slowly without really thinking about what he is doing. He pauses for a moment as he stands above her and she looks up at him. When he lowers himself to his knees, her head follows him until their faces are level. Until now, Sirius has never allowed himself more than a moment’s connection with her gaze, and now he sees why that unconscious precaution was necessary-her eyes are deep, and heavy, and meaningful, and Sirius is not sure he will ever be able to look away.
“I miss him,” she whispers, so quietly that Sirius is not entirely sure that it was her indeed her voice, and not just his own thoughts ringing in his head. The look on her face says it was her, though, and Sirius’ heart clenches as he says, “I miss him, too.”
A tear slides down her cheek. Sirius reaches up to brush it away, and her skin feels hot against his thumb. Lily lifts her chin from her knees to look at Sirius for just a moment. “I miss him, but I…” Leaning forward, she presses her lips to his softly at first, then harder. She breaks away quickly, as though almost afraid of what could happen if she keeps kissing Sirius Black. Her legs slip down so that her feet are on the ground and her torso is exposed to Sirius, but he can’t break her gaze even for that. “But I need you. You’re all I have left. You, and Remus.” She pauses, letting the silence stretch for just a moment. Placing another quick, soft kiss to his lips she adds, “Please.”
Her taste lingers on his lips and he feels drunk, his body already beginning to react. “Lily, I-” his voice cracks with lust, but he can’t finish his thought because she’s kissing his chest, flicking her tongue against his nipples. Groaning, his fingers grip her hair and tug just a little. He can feel her smile before she speaks. “I know. But we can’t worry about offending or hurting a dead man, Sirius,” she whispers against his skin.
He knows she is right, about James at least, but it isn’t James that Sirius is worrying over right now. Remus is alive, and Sirius still loves him. It was one thing to fantasize about it, but to actually be doing it is completely another. Sirius’ body wants Lily, badly, but his mind can’t reconcile that situation just yet. He stands and Lily copies, but she gives him a minute or two before she steps toward him again.
“Wait.” Sirius stops her as her hands begin to travel south and almost reach their destination. “I want this just as much as you do,” he says, and then adds when she looks hesitant, “Trust me, I do. But … do you think … Would you mind if …” He trails off; now he’s not sure he can voice what he wants, if she’ll be okay with it-if he’ll be okay with it, for that matter.
“Its okay, Sirius.” The voice that speaks this time is much deeper than Lily’s, and it comes from behind. And it is very, very familiar.
Remus steps up behind Sirius and encircles Sirius’ waist with his arms. It is all too much; the guilt and need break somewhere in Sirius’ chest. Reaching up, Sirius grips Remus’ hair in his fist and brings his lover in for a hard kiss. He almost forgets Lily is there, watching, until she makes a noise that is somewhere between a moan and an impatient growl.
Remus nods toward her; Sirius grins and nearly pounces on Lily, pinning her to the wall and kissing her just as hard as he’d just kissed Remus. Lily moans into his mouth and squirms against him; her soft body feels oddly nice against his, as Sirius is used to hard lines and sharp angles rather than smooth curves. He deepens the kiss and rubs his growing erection against her thigh, feeling like a randy teenager all over again. Slightly embarrassed, Sirius breaks the kiss, choosing instead to trail light kisses along her jaw and down her chest. When he reaches her nipple he circles it a few times with his tongue and then takes her breast in his mouth; she gasps and holds him to her body, and Sirius sucks greedily for a few moments.
As he moves his attention to her other breast, Sirius lets his hand curl between their bodies and find her center. His fingers are met with her arousal and he is easily able to slip one finger inside her body. Her breath hitches when he does, but when he inserts another she cries out. Sirius brings his mouth back to hers as he circles her clit with his thumb; she shudders against him and whimpers into his mouth.
It is easier than Sirius thought, to slip back into having sex with a woman. He still knows all the right places to touch, how to make her toes curl, and Sirius grins a little arrogantly to himself at the thought. And with Remus in the room, consenting to it all, Sirius feels himself loosening up, growing bolder with his actions.
A low, primal growl from behind him diverts Sirius’ attention, though he doesn’t stop touching Lily, she begs him not to. Looking over his shoulder, Sirius sees Remus sprawled across the bed, his fist tight around his cock. Chuckling, Sirius watches for a moment before bringing his complete attention back to Lily. She is writhing in his arms now, and one more well-timed swipe across her clit brings her over the edge. Sirius kisses the orgasm out of her as she shudders in his arms, his erection pressed tightly against her stomach.
Lily and Sirius stay like that for a few moments, Sirius shifting slightly to try and create some friction for himself. Behind them, Remus is still jerking off, his eyes closed in concentration at this point. Sirius grins and whispers to Lily as an idea forms in his mind. Lily nods and follows Sirius over to the bed.
Sirius shakes his head to the side, and Lily takes the signal from Sirius. She stands behind Remus but does not touch him, not yet. Remus is still pulling on his cock as Sirius sits on his hunches so that his face is level with Remus’ lap.
At Sirius’ nod, Lily begins kissing Remus’ neck just as Sirius takes the exposed tip of Remus’ cock into his mouth. The overload of sensations is too much for Remus; he gasps in surprise and then cries out as he spills into Sirius’ mouth.
After a moment, Remus, still panting, opens his eyes. Sirius is grinning up at him and at Lily, a mischievous twinkle in his eye. Remus manages a chuckle, pulling Sirius up for another greedy kiss.
Lily growls again and Sirius pulls away from Remus, laughing. He moves around Remus to get a better look at Lily. “Feeling neglected, Miss Evans?”
“A little,” she admits. Reaching out, Lily grabs hold of Sirius’ pants and pulls him toward her. “You’re way too overdressed, Mr. Black,” she says against his mouth.
“Am I? Perhaps you should fix that, then.”
Lily’s eyes flash as she quickly divests Sirius of his clothing. They kiss again, and this time Sirius holds nothing back. His hands roam her body until she pulls out of the kiss, panting slightly. Taking the momentary lapse in contact to recline, Sirius lies on his back, propped on his elbows, and grins up at Lily as she places her knees on either side of his hips and leans over him.
Lily trails kisses along Sirius’ chest, but when he rolls his hips against her, she giggles and sits up. Placing one hand on his chest and grabbing the headboard for leverage with the other, Lily rises up and then sinks back down, settling against Sirius’ hips. “Fuuuuuck,” Sirius moans as she swivels her hips around his cock. Planting his feet on the mattress and gripping her hips tightly, Sirius thrusts up against her as she pushes back down, using his chest and the headboard to set the rhythm.
So lost in the sensations is he that Sirius can’t pinpoint exactly when Remus steps up behind Lily, but Sirius can feel Remus now between his legs. Sirius watches as Lily lets go of the headboard and sits up straighter, her back against Remus, causing Sirius to slip deeper into her as she turns her head to share a messy kiss with Remus. The sight causes Sirius’ chest to tighten in jealousy, and an involuntary, animal growl rumbles in the back of his throat.
They break apart, both of them chuckling. There is a twinkle in Remus’ eye as he whispers, “We should have known, Lily. Sirius has never been very good with sharing.”
Lily nods against Remus’ chest, eyes still closed. When Sirius snaps his hips against her, she gasps and leans forward, eyes hooded in lust. Taking advantage of the momentary separation between Lily and Remus, Sirius holds Lily to his body and swiftly flips them so that Lily is now beneath him. Pulling all the way out slowly, Sirius revels in his newfound sense of control as Lily whimpers her loss beneath him.
Looking back at Remus over his shoulder, Sirius grins and jerks his head in invitation. “Get over here, Moony.”
In less than a moment, the three of them are joined. All three moan, gasp, or curse at the contact. Sirius and Remus quickly set a matching rhythm together that has Sirius reeling; he’s the only one of the three them who hasn’t had at least one release yet.
At that moment, Remus leans against Sirius’ back and starts leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses against his skin. “Fuck, Remus … nnngh,” Sirius pants. The wet heat of his lover’s mouth against the fire of Sirius’ back is enough to push him full force into an orgasm that comes fast, hard, and blinding.
Remus and Lily continue fucking his body raw through his release; Sirius chuckles slightly when he recovers, still moving against both of their bodies from the force of Remus behind him. Pulling his limp cock out of Lily, Sirius immediately sets to pleasuring her; his hand snakes between their bodies to twist and dance around her clit as his mouth finds her breast again and Remus continues to pump erratically into Sirius from behind. When Lily comes, Sirius swallows her screams with his mouth. Finally, Remus’ release overtakes him; he slumps over Sirius’ back as he empties himself.
All three finished, they roll off each other and lay spread in different directions on Sirius’ bed, sweating and sticky and satiated. For a few moments, none of them speak; the room is silent but for their heavy breathing. Sirius feels too good and too spent to move very much, but he still manages a rumbling laugh before he says, “Fucking hell. Tell me again why we’ve never done this before?”
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17; EXPLICIT Sexual Content [PWP, basically], AU
Characters: Sirius Black, Lily Evans, and Remus Lupin
Pairings: Sirius/Lily/Remus
Word Count: 2,320
Note: This is basically over 2K of useless smut, so you have been warned. I ... tried to give it some sort of substance, but the more I tried to force it the crappier it turned out. I even gave up trying to make it seem even remotely plausible, hence the AU tag [James is such a nuisance anyway >.> LOL RIGHT? ;)]. The only reason I'm posting it at all is for Kate/sable_tyger. I kept telling her about it, so I think it would be rather cruel of me not to let her read it. Plus, it was one of those things that I just HAD to finish because it was being such a bitch LOL. That said, I'm really not very proud of the finished product, but ... hey, at least I finished it. Now THAT said, I do have to note that I find my title choice very amusing/clever. Probably my favorite part of the whole damn thing, really. LOL XD
Disclaimer: All characters and things you recognize belong to the genius that is J.K. Rowling. Title is from the song of the same name by AC/DC and therefore is the property of the band, not me.
The first time it happens is purely accidental. He never expected to walk into his own bedroom and find a naked Lily Evans. They both look away immediately, anywhere but at each other, though still not quickly enough. He blushes, she blushes; he apologizes, she apologizes; he should have knocked, no, it’s his room, she should have asked first. He leaves quickly and tries to erase the sight from his mind.
And yet, when he fucks Remus that night, it’s Lily’s arse he sees bent before him, and it’s Lily’s hips he grips tight enough to bruise, and it’s almost-oh, fuck, almost-Lily’s name he shouts when he comes.
The guilt sets in quickly thereafter, of course. Not only does Sirius feel as though he’d cheated his lover by imagining someone else as they had sex, but Sirius feels as if he’d cheated one of his best friends because he’d imagined her.
The second time it happens they are both less embarrassed than the first, and even, Sirius thinks, a little more bold with it. It takes her a little longer to cover herself; it takes him a little longer to avert his gaze. They both apologize inaudibly, but leave it at that.
Remus is not in the mood tonight, but Sirius is horny and hard as fuck, and he can’t get the image of Lily out of his mind. He doesn’t know what to do with himself, either, because it’s been ages since he’s even been with a woman, and he’s certainly never felt like that toward Lily Evans. And he loves Remus, he knows it; even the steady sound of Remus’ breathing beside him makes Sirius feel content, makes him forget Lily and her body for just a moment.
But then the moment passes as quickly as it comes; his hard-on throbs, his arousal overcoming his guilt and shame, and even his confusion. It gets to the point where he has to have a quiet wank under the covers, and afterward he feels even guiltier as Remus sleeps on beside him.
The third time it happens he knows it is on purpose, both on her part and his. There is no scramble to avoid it; there are no apologies. There is Lily, and there is Sirius. This time, he watches her as she sits on his bed and pulls her knees up to her chest, but it is not as though she is trying to cover herself or hide her body from his view. On the contrary, Sirius feels that now is the first time she has really allowed herself to open up to him. The way she slowly rests her chin on her knees and lets her hands settle against her feet with her arms wrapped around her legs show a vulnerability that Sirius has never before been allowed to witness.
Sirius approaches her slowly without really thinking about what he is doing. He pauses for a moment as he stands above her and she looks up at him. When he lowers himself to his knees, her head follows him until their faces are level. Until now, Sirius has never allowed himself more than a moment’s connection with her gaze, and now he sees why that unconscious precaution was necessary-her eyes are deep, and heavy, and meaningful, and Sirius is not sure he will ever be able to look away.
“I miss him,” she whispers, so quietly that Sirius is not entirely sure that it was her indeed her voice, and not just his own thoughts ringing in his head. The look on her face says it was her, though, and Sirius’ heart clenches as he says, “I miss him, too.”
A tear slides down her cheek. Sirius reaches up to brush it away, and her skin feels hot against his thumb. Lily lifts her chin from her knees to look at Sirius for just a moment. “I miss him, but I…” Leaning forward, she presses her lips to his softly at first, then harder. She breaks away quickly, as though almost afraid of what could happen if she keeps kissing Sirius Black. Her legs slip down so that her feet are on the ground and her torso is exposed to Sirius, but he can’t break her gaze even for that. “But I need you. You’re all I have left. You, and Remus.” She pauses, letting the silence stretch for just a moment. Placing another quick, soft kiss to his lips she adds, “Please.”
Her taste lingers on his lips and he feels drunk, his body already beginning to react. “Lily, I-” his voice cracks with lust, but he can’t finish his thought because she’s kissing his chest, flicking her tongue against his nipples. Groaning, his fingers grip her hair and tug just a little. He can feel her smile before she speaks. “I know. But we can’t worry about offending or hurting a dead man, Sirius,” she whispers against his skin.
He knows she is right, about James at least, but it isn’t James that Sirius is worrying over right now. Remus is alive, and Sirius still loves him. It was one thing to fantasize about it, but to actually be doing it is completely another. Sirius’ body wants Lily, badly, but his mind can’t reconcile that situation just yet. He stands and Lily copies, but she gives him a minute or two before she steps toward him again.
“Wait.” Sirius stops her as her hands begin to travel south and almost reach their destination. “I want this just as much as you do,” he says, and then adds when she looks hesitant, “Trust me, I do. But … do you think … Would you mind if …” He trails off; now he’s not sure he can voice what he wants, if she’ll be okay with it-if he’ll be okay with it, for that matter.
“Its okay, Sirius.” The voice that speaks this time is much deeper than Lily’s, and it comes from behind. And it is very, very familiar.
Remus steps up behind Sirius and encircles Sirius’ waist with his arms. It is all too much; the guilt and need break somewhere in Sirius’ chest. Reaching up, Sirius grips Remus’ hair in his fist and brings his lover in for a hard kiss. He almost forgets Lily is there, watching, until she makes a noise that is somewhere between a moan and an impatient growl.
Remus nods toward her; Sirius grins and nearly pounces on Lily, pinning her to the wall and kissing her just as hard as he’d just kissed Remus. Lily moans into his mouth and squirms against him; her soft body feels oddly nice against his, as Sirius is used to hard lines and sharp angles rather than smooth curves. He deepens the kiss and rubs his growing erection against her thigh, feeling like a randy teenager all over again. Slightly embarrassed, Sirius breaks the kiss, choosing instead to trail light kisses along her jaw and down her chest. When he reaches her nipple he circles it a few times with his tongue and then takes her breast in his mouth; she gasps and holds him to her body, and Sirius sucks greedily for a few moments.
As he moves his attention to her other breast, Sirius lets his hand curl between their bodies and find her center. His fingers are met with her arousal and he is easily able to slip one finger inside her body. Her breath hitches when he does, but when he inserts another she cries out. Sirius brings his mouth back to hers as he circles her clit with his thumb; she shudders against him and whimpers into his mouth.
It is easier than Sirius thought, to slip back into having sex with a woman. He still knows all the right places to touch, how to make her toes curl, and Sirius grins a little arrogantly to himself at the thought. And with Remus in the room, consenting to it all, Sirius feels himself loosening up, growing bolder with his actions.
A low, primal growl from behind him diverts Sirius’ attention, though he doesn’t stop touching Lily, she begs him not to. Looking over his shoulder, Sirius sees Remus sprawled across the bed, his fist tight around his cock. Chuckling, Sirius watches for a moment before bringing his complete attention back to Lily. She is writhing in his arms now, and one more well-timed swipe across her clit brings her over the edge. Sirius kisses the orgasm out of her as she shudders in his arms, his erection pressed tightly against her stomach.
Lily and Sirius stay like that for a few moments, Sirius shifting slightly to try and create some friction for himself. Behind them, Remus is still jerking off, his eyes closed in concentration at this point. Sirius grins and whispers to Lily as an idea forms in his mind. Lily nods and follows Sirius over to the bed.
Sirius shakes his head to the side, and Lily takes the signal from Sirius. She stands behind Remus but does not touch him, not yet. Remus is still pulling on his cock as Sirius sits on his hunches so that his face is level with Remus’ lap.
At Sirius’ nod, Lily begins kissing Remus’ neck just as Sirius takes the exposed tip of Remus’ cock into his mouth. The overload of sensations is too much for Remus; he gasps in surprise and then cries out as he spills into Sirius’ mouth.
After a moment, Remus, still panting, opens his eyes. Sirius is grinning up at him and at Lily, a mischievous twinkle in his eye. Remus manages a chuckle, pulling Sirius up for another greedy kiss.
Lily growls again and Sirius pulls away from Remus, laughing. He moves around Remus to get a better look at Lily. “Feeling neglected, Miss Evans?”
“A little,” she admits. Reaching out, Lily grabs hold of Sirius’ pants and pulls him toward her. “You’re way too overdressed, Mr. Black,” she says against his mouth.
“Am I? Perhaps you should fix that, then.”
Lily’s eyes flash as she quickly divests Sirius of his clothing. They kiss again, and this time Sirius holds nothing back. His hands roam her body until she pulls out of the kiss, panting slightly. Taking the momentary lapse in contact to recline, Sirius lies on his back, propped on his elbows, and grins up at Lily as she places her knees on either side of his hips and leans over him.
Lily trails kisses along Sirius’ chest, but when he rolls his hips against her, she giggles and sits up. Placing one hand on his chest and grabbing the headboard for leverage with the other, Lily rises up and then sinks back down, settling against Sirius’ hips. “Fuuuuuck,” Sirius moans as she swivels her hips around his cock. Planting his feet on the mattress and gripping her hips tightly, Sirius thrusts up against her as she pushes back down, using his chest and the headboard to set the rhythm.
So lost in the sensations is he that Sirius can’t pinpoint exactly when Remus steps up behind Lily, but Sirius can feel Remus now between his legs. Sirius watches as Lily lets go of the headboard and sits up straighter, her back against Remus, causing Sirius to slip deeper into her as she turns her head to share a messy kiss with Remus. The sight causes Sirius’ chest to tighten in jealousy, and an involuntary, animal growl rumbles in the back of his throat.
They break apart, both of them chuckling. There is a twinkle in Remus’ eye as he whispers, “We should have known, Lily. Sirius has never been very good with sharing.”
Lily nods against Remus’ chest, eyes still closed. When Sirius snaps his hips against her, she gasps and leans forward, eyes hooded in lust. Taking advantage of the momentary separation between Lily and Remus, Sirius holds Lily to his body and swiftly flips them so that Lily is now beneath him. Pulling all the way out slowly, Sirius revels in his newfound sense of control as Lily whimpers her loss beneath him.
Looking back at Remus over his shoulder, Sirius grins and jerks his head in invitation. “Get over here, Moony.”
In less than a moment, the three of them are joined. All three moan, gasp, or curse at the contact. Sirius and Remus quickly set a matching rhythm together that has Sirius reeling; he’s the only one of the three them who hasn’t had at least one release yet.
At that moment, Remus leans against Sirius’ back and starts leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses against his skin. “Fuck, Remus … nnngh,” Sirius pants. The wet heat of his lover’s mouth against the fire of Sirius’ back is enough to push him full force into an orgasm that comes fast, hard, and blinding.
Remus and Lily continue fucking his body raw through his release; Sirius chuckles slightly when he recovers, still moving against both of their bodies from the force of Remus behind him. Pulling his limp cock out of Lily, Sirius immediately sets to pleasuring her; his hand snakes between their bodies to twist and dance around her clit as his mouth finds her breast again and Remus continues to pump erratically into Sirius from behind. When Lily comes, Sirius swallows her screams with his mouth. Finally, Remus’ release overtakes him; he slumps over Sirius’ back as he empties himself.
All three finished, they roll off each other and lay spread in different directions on Sirius’ bed, sweating and sticky and satiated. For a few moments, none of them speak; the room is silent but for their heavy breathing. Sirius feels too good and too spent to move very much, but he still manages a rumbling laugh before he says, “Fucking hell. Tell me again why we’ve never done this before?”