078 Sickness, Kangin/Kyuhyun
Title: Sickness
Pairing: Kangin/Kyuhyun
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
For the ‘100 Super Junior Fics Challenge’
Fiction 33/100
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There is no remedy for love but to love more. -Henry David Thoreau
“Do you remember when you said, ‘I can’t live without you. I suffocate when you aren’t with me.’?”
Kangin blinked his eyes, trying to ward off the tears. He couldn’t believe that this was happening to him.
Kyuhyun looked at his ex-lover. He didn’t want to leave him like this.
Broken.
Suitcase in hand, Kyuhyun looked around the less than usual furnished apartment. He’d moved out all his larger items yesterday while Kangin was at work. Kyuhyun was close to tears himself. Swallowing the lump forming in his throat, he set his suitcase down.
“Kangin-ah. Look at me.” Crouching down to Kangin’s level - where he was sitting on his knees on the floor - Kyuhyun placed a soft hand on Kangin’s head, “Please look at me.”
Red eyes, Kangin looked up. His beautiful Kyuhyun. The man he thought he was going to spend the rest of his life with. Kangin grabbed Kyuhyun’s hand and nuzzled it into his cheek. Kissing the palm of the younger mans hand.
“Please don’t do this. I need you.”
“Youngwoon, please don’t make this harder than it already is. I don’t want to leave you. But I have to. For the both of us.”
“I don’t know what to do. Please tell me what to do, I’ll do it! Just please don’t leave me!”
Kangin grasped the hand harder and pulled it into his chest making Kyuhyun almost fall into him.
“Youngwoon, that’s exactly it. You don’t know what I want. I can’t be with someone who doesn’t know what I want. When we first got together, I looked forward to being with you. But it just seems, you don’t want the same things that I do.”
Youngwoon let out a strangled cry. This wasn’t fair. How had he been so blind to not see what Kyuhyun wanted. And now, there wasn’t anything he could do to get him back. Was this seriously going to be it? Were they really finished?
Kyunyun pried his hand out of Youngwoon’s grasp, and picked up his suitcase again.
“Please don’t hate me Youngwoon. I do love you. But we don’t work anymore. Please, find someone who makes you happy.”
Youngwoon could only look at the floor as he heard the shallow footsteps towards the door. The opening of the door. And the closing of his life; walking away to never return.
Pairing: Kangin/Kyuhyun
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
For the ‘100 Super Junior Fics Challenge’
Fiction 33/100
Archive
There is no remedy for love but to love more. -Henry David Thoreau
“Do you remember when you said, ‘I can’t live without you. I suffocate when you aren’t with me.’?”
Kangin blinked his eyes, trying to ward off the tears. He couldn’t believe that this was happening to him.
Kyuhyun looked at his ex-lover. He didn’t want to leave him like this.
Broken.
Suitcase in hand, Kyuhyun looked around the less than usual furnished apartment. He’d moved out all his larger items yesterday while Kangin was at work. Kyuhyun was close to tears himself. Swallowing the lump forming in his throat, he set his suitcase down.
“Kangin-ah. Look at me.” Crouching down to Kangin’s level - where he was sitting on his knees on the floor - Kyuhyun placed a soft hand on Kangin’s head, “Please look at me.”
Red eyes, Kangin looked up. His beautiful Kyuhyun. The man he thought he was going to spend the rest of his life with. Kangin grabbed Kyuhyun’s hand and nuzzled it into his cheek. Kissing the palm of the younger mans hand.
“Please don’t do this. I need you.”
“Youngwoon, please don’t make this harder than it already is. I don’t want to leave you. But I have to. For the both of us.”
“I don’t know what to do. Please tell me what to do, I’ll do it! Just please don’t leave me!”
Kangin grasped the hand harder and pulled it into his chest making Kyuhyun almost fall into him.
“Youngwoon, that’s exactly it. You don’t know what I want. I can’t be with someone who doesn’t know what I want. When we first got together, I looked forward to being with you. But it just seems, you don’t want the same things that I do.”
Youngwoon let out a strangled cry. This wasn’t fair. How had he been so blind to not see what Kyuhyun wanted. And now, there wasn’t anything he could do to get him back. Was this seriously going to be it? Were they really finished?
Kyunyun pried his hand out of Youngwoon’s grasp, and picked up his suitcase again.
“Please don’t hate me Youngwoon. I do love you. But we don’t work anymore. Please, find someone who makes you happy.”
Youngwoon could only look at the floor as he heard the shallow footsteps towards the door. The opening of the door. And the closing of his life; walking away to never return.