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the heart is forever inexperienced. that is what i've learned in the past couple of days. Yesterday i learned that my friend had to get an abortion, she was 6 weeks pregnant. she couldn't tell any of her family. it scares me. it has hit so close to home, i have a feeling it will hit again, maybe even closer. and to make things better, i got a phone call this morning and learned that a close family friend has just died. she's been pretty bad, she had cancer and was going to pass soon, but it still hurts...really bad, but now i get to fake a smile and go along my day.