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it's 1:24 in the morning, my boyfriend is sleeping b/c he has to get up at 6:30 to go to work... i'm not used to that yet. i don't think i'll ever get used to it.
i don't know how long we're going to last. we're planning on driving up to chicago, i already got eveyrthing to go. but it seemed like when we were talking about it before it was so much more interesting. when we were dating, actually going out and having fun. now it's just come over and crash.
i sorta feel just eh.
nothing extreme.. i hate that!
i like better to have raging emotions about something, even if they are blown out of proportion and clouded by misjudgements.
but now i feel nothing.
i know it's bad, and i recognize that.
i just feel a little sad.
i hope it passes.
i don't know how long we're going to last. we're planning on driving up to chicago, i already got eveyrthing to go. but it seemed like when we were talking about it before it was so much more interesting. when we were dating, actually going out and having fun. now it's just come over and crash.
i sorta feel just eh.
nothing extreme.. i hate that!
i like better to have raging emotions about something, even if they are blown out of proportion and clouded by misjudgements.
but now i feel nothing.
i know it's bad, and i recognize that.
i just feel a little sad.
i hope it passes.