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For this first time today I thought that moving out to Arizona like this was a mistake.
I feel like i have very few opportunities to meet new people here. Thats so weird considering theres 50 thousand kids in my age group in the area. I realized though that this makes everyone anonymous and you pretty much never get to know anyone. So right now im banking on Nicole to be my tie into a group of friends here since frisbee really isnt helping me out as i had hoped.
I hate myself for starting to smoke again but i'm not gonna try to stop until i'm more comfortable here. I'm just to awkward if i cant smoke in social situations in which i dont know anyone, which are the only situations i find myself in nowadays.
I forgot what i was gonna say here. I feel very uneasy at the moment.
Goodnight.
I feel like i have very few opportunities to meet new people here. Thats so weird considering theres 50 thousand kids in my age group in the area. I realized though that this makes everyone anonymous and you pretty much never get to know anyone. So right now im banking on Nicole to be my tie into a group of friends here since frisbee really isnt helping me out as i had hoped.
I hate myself for starting to smoke again but i'm not gonna try to stop until i'm more comfortable here. I'm just to awkward if i cant smoke in social situations in which i dont know anyone, which are the only situations i find myself in nowadays.
I forgot what i was gonna say here. I feel very uneasy at the moment.
Goodnight.