Nov 12, 2005 23:25
i keep getting more and more attached to you but there is NO security there is gonna be a tomarrow with us because no arent offical but everytime you go out and get drunk we end up fighting and i dont have a problem with you drinking just leave me and my feelings out of it because i end up getting hurt and having to deal with it.and i cant tell you that your hurting me because im afraid youll just be like i dont need this drama.
and you know im scared of getting to attached, but its too late for that. i havent liked anyone this much in a year, because ive always tried not to. and you know i dont want to feel this attached and this vulnerable, so telling me you love me everyday doesnt help me at all, especially when i know you dont mean it. you need to make up your mind and decide if you want to be with me or not because i am not waiting around to keep getting hurt by you over and over again.