...i cant let go..
its just not that simple(even tho its been only like 3 days)...i have never felt this way before...i wanted to cry in school today...but i couldnt let anyone see me...so i tried my best to keep the tears back...until lunch kirby and i talked about it ...sorta...he just basically told me that it was prolly for the best and if we get back together then...we get back together...but he told me not to be sad...a tear almost fell from my eyes...but i held it back so hard...everyone askes me about it...or about him...or about what happend...and i cant talk about it without tearing up....afterschool he came over...i didnt think he would see the note on his car that i put...so i went into the bathroom and cried to let it out from school....then i herd the doorbell..so i quick picked myself up and tried not look puffy...but i did anyway...we talked and...it just felt right to be in his arms...it feels so wrong not to be....its hard to explain...and im sure i sound so chessy and pathetic...but thats how it is