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my gums are squishy and they taste funny, and i keep biting the little granules they used to fill in the part where my teeth were...its like sand...they're actually bone flakes. blech. there is definitely not a party in my mouth.
i've been awake for 3 1/2 hours and it feels just odd, as im used to sleeping two hours and then being awake for like...one. i think i may sleep in my car for lunch instead of eat. i havent exactly had much of an appetite and i cant say i dislike the weight ive lost.
at 12 pm today it will be 4 days since i smoked. fabulous...i wish i was more excited...i would be if i wasnt in pain, you'd think that 4 days would be sufficient time for the pain to go away. maybe i went to a bad dentist and he's messed up my teeth for life. it was a pretty fancy pants place though, it had a tv and everything (at my chair!!!), but they wouldn't put me under...no nitrous oxide or anything...just numbed me. i was shaking the whole time and was stiff with tension. oh man...i hated it. when i get the other two out im gonna make them knock me out, even if the only way to do it is to hit me over the head with a frying pan.
oh man i had another nightmare someone was trying to kill me last night, wonderful. no wonder im so tired today. maybe tonight will be better...maybe.
i've been awake for 3 1/2 hours and it feels just odd, as im used to sleeping two hours and then being awake for like...one. i think i may sleep in my car for lunch instead of eat. i havent exactly had much of an appetite and i cant say i dislike the weight ive lost.
at 12 pm today it will be 4 days since i smoked. fabulous...i wish i was more excited...i would be if i wasnt in pain, you'd think that 4 days would be sufficient time for the pain to go away. maybe i went to a bad dentist and he's messed up my teeth for life. it was a pretty fancy pants place though, it had a tv and everything (at my chair!!!), but they wouldn't put me under...no nitrous oxide or anything...just numbed me. i was shaking the whole time and was stiff with tension. oh man...i hated it. when i get the other two out im gonna make them knock me out, even if the only way to do it is to hit me over the head with a frying pan.
oh man i had another nightmare someone was trying to kill me last night, wonderful. no wonder im so tired today. maybe tonight will be better...maybe.