the youth are starting to change, are you starting to change?
yeah remind me never to drink again. friday night was the worst night ever. i mean, in between gulping down the last drop of foul vodka and running around crying in the street at night and passing out on my bed, i had vomit everywhere on the floor when i woke up the next morning.
plus, grandma caught me and everyone officially knows about my drinking problem, my mom came home and found the cigarettes in my bag and gave my an hour lecture and even called my dad so add another hour to that. this is the same thing that happened last year, around the same time even. i knew it was coming.
i've been talking to Q everyday now. i mean, i always find myself adding three hours to my time to see what time it is there in New York. i hate that he's so far. on weekends, we'd stay up late at night [1am here, 4am there] and just talk 'till we fall asleep. i'd tell him to stop snoring, he'd say sorry, then start up again 10 minutes later but it doesn't matter cuz i've fallen into slumber as well. i go crazy if i miss a whole day without hearing his voice. i swear.
i hate that he's so far.
plus, grandma caught me and everyone officially knows about my drinking problem, my mom came home and found the cigarettes in my bag and gave my an hour lecture and even called my dad so add another hour to that. this is the same thing that happened last year, around the same time even. i knew it was coming.
i've been talking to Q everyday now. i mean, i always find myself adding three hours to my time to see what time it is there in New York. i hate that he's so far. on weekends, we'd stay up late at night [1am here, 4am there] and just talk 'till we fall asleep. i'd tell him to stop snoring, he'd say sorry, then start up again 10 minutes later but it doesn't matter cuz i've fallen into slumber as well. i go crazy if i miss a whole day without hearing his voice. i swear.
i hate that he's so far.