Larp is a funny word...........
The title has absolutely NOTHING to do with the journal entry. It was just the random thought that came to mind before I started typing anything. Anyway. Moving on.
I'm really kinda tired. I didn't sleep very well last night. I couldn't get to sleep in the first place, so I decided since I hadn't watched the movie that Reya let me borrow, I should put it in. Only problem was, it definitely wasn't a movie that you could fall asleep to. I was glued to it for the entire two and half to three hours it played across my T.V. screen. I definitely recommend "Stage Beauty" to anyone interested in Shakespeare, acting, or who like romantic/dramatic movies. I enjoyed it thoroughly and after watching it, I got such a rush, that I started practicing some Shakespeare. Mostly my Aaron the Moore speech (which I still have memorized), Puck's ending monologue from A Midsummer Night's Dream, A small monologue from Twelfth Night, and a new found monologue in Two Gentlemen of Verona. Last night I had a monstrous urge to go an audition for any and all Shakespeare plays I could possibly find. I dunno. I haven't felt that way since highschool. I became rather discouraged after how terribly my audition for Cyrano's A Midsummer Night's Dream went. But at that moment, I felt like I could easily dazzled any audition I set foot in. Anyway. I finally got to sleep around 5 AM........and then woke up at 10 AM.
Then I went and got my check, got some lunch with Zach, picked up a few things, and went and took my suit jacket to a tailor to get it custom fitted. I'm supposed to pick it up on May 1st or 2nd. Hopefully everything will be taken care of and there won't need to be anymore alterations. So prom is practically taken care of. Which takes some pressure off. Now the only thing I have to worry about is Renaissance Faire and how the hell I'm going to pay Jenna for making my costume and what not. I may have to do it in installments. I dunno. Hopefully I'll be able to work it out with her. She told me she could get me costumed in a weekend........I guess we'll see. I'm sure her "costuming" me and her making the "costume that I want" are probably two completely different things. I'll cross my fingers and hope for the best *le sigh* Not to mention that I still have get ahold of Lelani and take my other Ren. Faire costume and have Jenna modify it so it's more Italian and fits in the court........because heaven forbid we all look different. Sorry. Little spiteful. Rawr. I dunno. Having no money is a big pain. And I can't get a part time job because the carnival is coming up soon and Kyle wants me to travel with them. I want to as well.....but it's a hassle waiting for it and it takes so much time. It's even more frustrating when Golden Wheel Amusements doesn't have the schedule straight and no one seems to know where we going or what the hell we're doing.
Everything is just kinda up in the air and I'm not sure if I like it. I hate walking on eggshells......but I find myself doing it so often.
One day I'm going to purposefully just stomp through and say fuck everything........
But not today. I'll hold on and walk as softly as I can...for now.
I'm really kinda tired. I didn't sleep very well last night. I couldn't get to sleep in the first place, so I decided since I hadn't watched the movie that Reya let me borrow, I should put it in. Only problem was, it definitely wasn't a movie that you could fall asleep to. I was glued to it for the entire two and half to three hours it played across my T.V. screen. I definitely recommend "Stage Beauty" to anyone interested in Shakespeare, acting, or who like romantic/dramatic movies. I enjoyed it thoroughly and after watching it, I got such a rush, that I started practicing some Shakespeare. Mostly my Aaron the Moore speech (which I still have memorized), Puck's ending monologue from A Midsummer Night's Dream, A small monologue from Twelfth Night, and a new found monologue in Two Gentlemen of Verona. Last night I had a monstrous urge to go an audition for any and all Shakespeare plays I could possibly find. I dunno. I haven't felt that way since highschool. I became rather discouraged after how terribly my audition for Cyrano's A Midsummer Night's Dream went. But at that moment, I felt like I could easily dazzled any audition I set foot in. Anyway. I finally got to sleep around 5 AM........and then woke up at 10 AM.
Then I went and got my check, got some lunch with Zach, picked up a few things, and went and took my suit jacket to a tailor to get it custom fitted. I'm supposed to pick it up on May 1st or 2nd. Hopefully everything will be taken care of and there won't need to be anymore alterations. So prom is practically taken care of. Which takes some pressure off. Now the only thing I have to worry about is Renaissance Faire and how the hell I'm going to pay Jenna for making my costume and what not. I may have to do it in installments. I dunno. Hopefully I'll be able to work it out with her. She told me she could get me costumed in a weekend........I guess we'll see. I'm sure her "costuming" me and her making the "costume that I want" are probably two completely different things. I'll cross my fingers and hope for the best *le sigh* Not to mention that I still have get ahold of Lelani and take my other Ren. Faire costume and have Jenna modify it so it's more Italian and fits in the court........because heaven forbid we all look different. Sorry. Little spiteful. Rawr. I dunno. Having no money is a big pain. And I can't get a part time job because the carnival is coming up soon and Kyle wants me to travel with them. I want to as well.....but it's a hassle waiting for it and it takes so much time. It's even more frustrating when Golden Wheel Amusements doesn't have the schedule straight and no one seems to know where we going or what the hell we're doing.
Everything is just kinda up in the air and I'm not sure if I like it. I hate walking on eggshells......but I find myself doing it so often.
One day I'm going to purposefully just stomp through and say fuck everything........
But not today. I'll hold on and walk as softly as I can...for now.