fat girl needs to get right
(don't have to read. i just have to get it down so i can SEE it, makes it more official for me.)
Dear Self,
Starting at midnight, you will begin your transformation. You'll live off water, coffee, diet coke, green tea, cigarettes, & gum. (O & cranberry juice ONLY if you feel faint).
You will follow this regimine for as long as you possibly can. Just look at yourself, look how fat you've let yourself get- this is ridiculous! No wonder your boyfriend doesn't return your calls or texts.. Who'd want to be seen with something as hideous as yourself?! So don't be mad at him. Be mad at yourself.. This is your punishment. You are unworthy of food, so don't even think about tip-toeing to the kitchen after everyone else is asleep. You will do this. You will only consume these things: water, coffee, diet coke, green tea, cigarettes, gum, & juice only if you need it. You will do this for as long as you can. Until you feel like you are going to lose it. Until you feel like complete, utter shit. Because that's all you deserve right now! It's begun... starve, fatty starve.
Love,
Me.
Dear Self,
Starting at midnight, you will begin your transformation. You'll live off water, coffee, diet coke, green tea, cigarettes, & gum. (O & cranberry juice ONLY if you feel faint).
You will follow this regimine for as long as you possibly can. Just look at yourself, look how fat you've let yourself get- this is ridiculous! No wonder your boyfriend doesn't return your calls or texts.. Who'd want to be seen with something as hideous as yourself?! So don't be mad at him. Be mad at yourself.. This is your punishment. You are unworthy of food, so don't even think about tip-toeing to the kitchen after everyone else is asleep. You will do this. You will only consume these things: water, coffee, diet coke, green tea, cigarettes, gum, & juice only if you need it. You will do this for as long as you can. Until you feel like you are going to lose it. Until you feel like complete, utter shit. Because that's all you deserve right now! It's begun... starve, fatty starve.
Love,
Me.