Save me
I have been going to church for about 7 weeks now maybe 8. I have prayed that my situation changes and if I'm suppose to stay married to SD ( we are separated but living together ) then make things better and show me the way or if I should stay the way I am. I don't know what to do but things are getting worse with him.
Just today his mother treated me like total crap and my kids like total crap in front of him an he did not say anything. When I got him in the car alone I explained to him how upsetvthat made me. He threw a for and started acting line an total ass. Then I got a attitude and believe it out now he told me I ruined the day because I'm upset his mother treated us so poorly.
When we got home the deal was he was going to keep the kids while I went to church tonight. When we got home he threw a tantrum an refused to feed the kids so I had no choice but to stay home and take care of my babies. I want out of here so bad. I am working so hard trying to find a job and build my credit so we can get away from him but it seems almost impossible.
Just today his mother treated me like total crap and my kids like total crap in front of him an he did not say anything. When I got him in the car alone I explained to him how upsetvthat made me. He threw a for and started acting line an total ass. Then I got a attitude and believe it out now he told me I ruined the day because I'm upset his mother treated us so poorly.
When we got home the deal was he was going to keep the kids while I went to church tonight. When we got home he threw a tantrum an refused to feed the kids so I had no choice but to stay home and take care of my babies. I want out of here so bad. I am working so hard trying to find a job and build my credit so we can get away from him but it seems almost impossible.