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Well today..wasnt so good..I was made fun of a lot ..AGAIN. first in chemistry because of my glasses that I just like to wear for no reason except i like them....then in math i was told by my teacher that i didnt know anything...then after that my friend told me that i reminded her of Rosie O'Donnell...and i was like" ok i guess im an overweight lesbian.." so then shes like" no ..its because ur funny"...but rosie o'donnell isnt very funny ...atleast i dont think so...so then i told my other friend about that...and shes like no your nothing like rosie O'donnell ...your more like roseanne....Which if you didnt know .(.is a real sore spot for me ..because when i was younger..the kids use to make fun of me and call me roseanne because i was fat..and i apparently looked like her)... but she didnt know so thats not really her fault..so whatever but yeah.. ...I feel like a loner....i lost my best friend this year...and now i dont have one...it hurts..because i never thought it would come to this...you know like a best friend where ur there best friend and there urs...well i lost that ..sure i met a lot of really great people this year ..and they've became really good friends of mine..but its still not the same..it makes me feel unwanted...like a loner ..i just go friend to friend..not really having a best friend to hang out with.......well newayz..evening of thespians was last night..WOW...it was really amaizing...I wish i could do that.....they were all so great....I <3 u guys.....I wish i would have a good day for once...i dont have acting class tonight..cuz of I love you your perfect now change....which acting is the only thing i look forward to all week :(..well newayz.....yeah im turning in my thespian application on monday...i hope i get in.....i was also getting made fun of for the way i talk ..because i sound whiney.....and the way i say "i know." which I know...hehe...is funny because i've watched ELF too many times....i got a note from my friend.....thats cool because i never get notes lol...its sad....."Lets Make Posters."..."Yeah and put WORDS on them!" HaIrSpRaY..I wanna go back... all my friends are leaving for districts....skools gonna be so boring without them.....I cant wait till States!...i hope more people get to go.....hhmmmm ok im gonna stop being all depressed..for now....because im tired of having bad days all the time.....so im gonna go and eat my ToTz and listen to cher and barbra Streisand..and maybe hairspray...or wicked...idk..*hugz* <3 JeNn....