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I had a bad day...I woke up feeling so sick i could barely move but I went to school because I had 2 projects to present...I got made fun of in Chemistry..one of my really good friends friend started it but i dont really think she was making fun of me too much..but then this guy that sits behind me over heard and hes like why do u wear fake glasses and im like cuz i like them there cool hes like ok and starts laughing then this other girl started in on it... why do they give a shit if a wear fake glasses or not i like them...why do they care ...why does it upset them ...because im different and im not like them...ok sure thats a real good reason....newayz....i have to be memorized for crucible on monday... yeah im not....crucible....:/ ....hmmmm idk ..but ok yeah and like all of my friends are leaving to go to districts....I wish i could go...i could never do what they do....No im not gonna say anything because someone will just tell me.."no jenn you are dont say that" when its not true... so im not gonna say anything.. I just wish i could go too....but i cant...have you ever had that feeling where u wanna go home but ur already at home..... thats how i feel right now...hmmm thursday.... IDK i feel really unloved but i probably shouldnt say that because again some one will just say "well i love you jenn" when actions speak louder than words.....have you every had that feeling that you like a person a lot more than they like you..im not talking about guys but if you wanna relate it to that go ahead... im gonna go...