babbling to try and get my thoughts in order
We leave tonight for Kentucky. I have not packed yet.
I met F for coffee on Tuesday night when I got out of class. I probably shouldn't have. I was making some good progress. Now I feel like I need him again or like he needs me again and I miss him again.
Maybe this is why I'm pushing the flirting a little too hard with K and HistoryBoy. I don't even really know if I like HistoryBoy. And well, I know how I feel about K most of the time. He's one of my best friends though and things get really complicated when we acknowledge any type of feeling for each other.
I was on the phone with K last night. Then HistoryBoy called and I should have just hit ignore and talked to K, but I hadn't heard from HB in so long, and it was really late so I figured why not flash over quickly? Anyway, not the best idea. HB was in hardcore flirt mode and I just figured, why not just play along at this point? Problem arises when I told K I'd be right back and then I talked to HB for almost 25 minutes. I tried to call K back but he didn't answer, so I texted him and again no answer. Maybe he was driving? I'll have to throw out a text later and see if he bites. I hate it when he's mad at me.
I have to leave for work in an hour. We're having a sidewalk sale and its raining outside. This should be really fun.
On the brightside, JLo is coming to KY with us! Yay! I'll at least have that to look forward to, I really miss her. I need to pack.
When I get home from KY, I have to finish "operation go through everything" and make my room inhabitable. And I want to start compiling things that I need for school in the fall. A place to put new things, more or less, like the socks I bought. And to take inventory of what I need. I promised myself not to buy anything for the month of July. Hopefully I'll stick to that. In August then I'll have a lot of money to spend on books for school, new clothes and other things that I may need for back to school. (most espeically a new tall drawer bin because I really need to have an organized storage system.
I have my textbook for theology next semester and I am really looking forward to the class. I think that Dr. T will be great and this is mostly a course about Women of faith! I'm really psyched.
I got a 10 out of 10 on my philosophy paper and I started researching the one that is due next week. I met a woman in my math class who is also taking philosophy online with the same guy and she's really struggling. I agreed to help her bounce ideas and get caught up with the paper writing. Ugh. I really am not a fan of philosophy, but this stuff is really interesting for the next paper. Its about ethics and political and social philosophy. I'm especially excited because we're getting into some feminist philosophy and although I am not a true feminist, I still find it all very interesting!
I think I may enter one of the LDWS contests around here for Harry Potter some time soon. It would be nice to work on my creative abilities. I just need to find the right ship to write. :)
My knee hurts, I'm not entirely sure what I did to it, but is just hurts a little bit.
Also, I really have to study this weekend. I have a biology test on Tuesday, and I anticipate it being very difficult. I also have a math test, but that one is not worrying me too much. It's logic for my dummy math class so its really not a big deal at all.
I met F for coffee on Tuesday night when I got out of class. I probably shouldn't have. I was making some good progress. Now I feel like I need him again or like he needs me again and I miss him again.
Maybe this is why I'm pushing the flirting a little too hard with K and HistoryBoy. I don't even really know if I like HistoryBoy. And well, I know how I feel about K most of the time. He's one of my best friends though and things get really complicated when we acknowledge any type of feeling for each other.
I was on the phone with K last night. Then HistoryBoy called and I should have just hit ignore and talked to K, but I hadn't heard from HB in so long, and it was really late so I figured why not flash over quickly? Anyway, not the best idea. HB was in hardcore flirt mode and I just figured, why not just play along at this point? Problem arises when I told K I'd be right back and then I talked to HB for almost 25 minutes. I tried to call K back but he didn't answer, so I texted him and again no answer. Maybe he was driving? I'll have to throw out a text later and see if he bites. I hate it when he's mad at me.
I have to leave for work in an hour. We're having a sidewalk sale and its raining outside. This should be really fun.
On the brightside, JLo is coming to KY with us! Yay! I'll at least have that to look forward to, I really miss her. I need to pack.
When I get home from KY, I have to finish "operation go through everything" and make my room inhabitable. And I want to start compiling things that I need for school in the fall. A place to put new things, more or less, like the socks I bought. And to take inventory of what I need. I promised myself not to buy anything for the month of July. Hopefully I'll stick to that. In August then I'll have a lot of money to spend on books for school, new clothes and other things that I may need for back to school. (most espeically a new tall drawer bin because I really need to have an organized storage system.
I have my textbook for theology next semester and I am really looking forward to the class. I think that Dr. T will be great and this is mostly a course about Women of faith! I'm really psyched.
I got a 10 out of 10 on my philosophy paper and I started researching the one that is due next week. I met a woman in my math class who is also taking philosophy online with the same guy and she's really struggling. I agreed to help her bounce ideas and get caught up with the paper writing. Ugh. I really am not a fan of philosophy, but this stuff is really interesting for the next paper. Its about ethics and political and social philosophy. I'm especially excited because we're getting into some feminist philosophy and although I am not a true feminist, I still find it all very interesting!
I think I may enter one of the LDWS contests around here for Harry Potter some time soon. It would be nice to work on my creative abilities. I just need to find the right ship to write. :)
My knee hurts, I'm not entirely sure what I did to it, but is just hurts a little bit.
Also, I really have to study this weekend. I have a biology test on Tuesday, and I anticipate it being very difficult. I also have a math test, but that one is not worrying me too much. It's logic for my dummy math class so its really not a big deal at all.