i wish to be colored awesome
-Application-
Name: sarah
Nicknames: barbanator, barban
Age: 16
Location: Virginia
Sexuality: straight
-What do you like about your friends/best friend?they're always there for me. they always keep me laughing. we can share secrets and know they won't get spread around.
-Would you rather have one close friend for the rest of your life or a group of friends?one close friend. i like having friends that know me as well as i know myself. they can better help me figure things out. they can sort of be my consience.
-What awesome traits do you have that should get you accepted into the community? im very creative. im accepting of all other kinds of people. i give good advice.
-What three communities are you most active in? baddfysh, loveanoter_4u, heartbreakers
-If you could do anything to Flavor Flav, what would you do? steal his giant clock
-If you could have wild sex with any person in the world, who would it be and where? andrew McMahon. on a beach in calafornia.
-If you could have dinner with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and why?
audrey hepburn. she's my idol.
-If you could kill one person, celebrity or non-celebrity who would it be? paris hilton. she's a disgrace to women every where.
-If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? italy. its such a beautiful country.
-Favorite childhood memory: my favorite memory would have to be when i was in my first play. i was in a local production of the lion king. i had a small part but i loved it. i was always a really shy quiet kid, but when i got up on stage i became this out going bold kid.
-What are your views on...[pick five]
Self-mutilation- i used to be a cutter myself but now i realize there are much better ways to deal with things. i figured out that if i had just talked about my feelings instead of bottling them all up i wouldn't have had to cut to deal with things.
Gun Control-
Abortion:
Internet dating:i think its silly. how can you really know you like some one if you've never met them. they could have some really annoying personality trait that you don't know about. not to mention theres the whole thing where they could really be a 40 year old man waiting to rape you.
Substance abuse:
Stem-cell Research
The War on Terror
The Death Penalty
"One nation under god" in the pledge of allegiancei think its perfectly fine. its always been like that. why change it now. elementry school kids aren't thinking about the meaning of the pledge all they know is they have to say it every day.
Evolution vs. Creation Sciencei beilive god created the earth but i also belive there was some form of evolution. maybe it just took god a little time to get things the way he wanted it. that may seem silly its just my randome idea.
Legalization of Marijuanaas far as i can tell most people have done pot already. its easily accessable. it may as well be an age controled substance like alcohol. its become so common place.
-What do you want to be when you "grow up", or if you are already grown up, what did you want to be when you were younger?: i want to be an actress. i feel most comfortable on the stage. at times i can be very shy and quiet but when i get up on stage im a bold out going person. i would love to make that a profession. it would be like getting to play dress up every day of life.
-What is one of your hobbies that you really love and why? i love writing. i like making up charecters. giving them personailtys, special traits and then giving them a story. my second choice of career would have to be an author. i would love to give people a new perspective with my stories.
-Name three of your interests: traveling, writing, photography
-Something you know now, that in retrospect, you wish you'd known "then"i wish i'd know not to care what people think. most people probabbly wish this. i realized i was trying to be what people wanted to see. i was misrable. now that im myself im very laid back and let peoples oppinions roll off my shoulders.
-Inner most desires: the be famous, to find true love, to see beautiful places.
-Describe yourself in 5 words: quirky, creative, messy, forgettfully, unique
Top three books that you feel were written about you and why:
Book 1:little women
Author:louisia may allcot
Explanation:the charecter of jo matches my personailty perfectly
Book 2:the sisterhood of the traveling pants
Author:
Explanation:i am tibby incanated
Book 3:keeping the moon
Author:sarah dessen
Explanation:i can relate to the charecters fear of commitment. i also know what it feels like to be a little insecure.
Top five songs that make the soundtrack of your life and why
Song 1:your ex lover is dead
Artist:stars
Why:that one song changed my entire out look on music.
Song 2:ever so sweet
Artist:the early november
Why:it reminds me of all of those perfect zen moments. those infinite moments.
Song 3:socco ameretto lime
Artist:brand new
Why:it goes along with my never wanting to grow up attitude
Song 4:1979
Artist:the smashing pumpkins
Why:its my summer theme music. summer is my favorite season
Song 5:no woman no cry
Artist:bob marley
Why:it reminds me of all of my favorite people and the amazing times we've had
Top three movies you should have starred in and why:
Movie:breakfast at tiffanys
Why:as i said audrey hepburn is my idol. i love her charecter. im a lot like holly golightly my self. very scatter brained, extravagant, and just out of reach at all times.
Movie:how to deal
Why:its based off of sarah dessen. who is my favorite author. i also can relate to the main charecters lack of trust in men.
Movie:real women have curves
Why:main charecter learned to become comfortable in her own skin. this is something i had to do as well. she also had big dreams that she worked hard to make come true.
-Do you consider yourself unique? Why? yes. i have a very unique personality. im not afraid of looking stupid as long as im having fun. ive been know to dance in the rain, race shopping carts, and wear silly sun glasses. im not going to be fake just so people will like me. that would be boring.
-What are some characteristics you admire in yourself & why? well physicaly i like my eyes. i think i have a good heart, creativity, a good head on my shoulders and im a big dreamer.
-Are you tired of filling out this survey? not really
-Is it worth it? yep
-If we give you no's, will you bitch and cry about it? If you do, do you care that we might ban you because you obviously didn't read the rules? no i wont bitch and cry. i might try and defend my self but i wont whine just because you dont like me.
-How did you hear about this community?some one refferd me from smartlypretty
-Please take this time to rack up some brownie points and kiss our asses. this application was acctually really fun. it didn't seem as scerious as some. this looks like a really cool community and i hope i get in.
-Word Association. Answer with the first word or phrase that pops into your head
Barney:purple
Neck:kiss
Fickle:fellow
Freedom:open road
Sky:blue
Suffocate:panic
Run:tierd
United:friends
Wind:cold
Fire:destructive
Cave: dark
G:unit