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I hate everything. I hate everyone. I'm so frustrated with everything. I'm tired of troublesome patients who think they know better than Madame Pomfrey. I know I don't have all of my training done yet, and I have a lot to learn, but I have learned a lot so far, and believe it or not, I do know what I'm doing. THIS JOB IS LIKE AN EXTRA CLASS, I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO DO CHARMS, AND MAKE ANTIDOTES, AND EVERYTHING!!!!! NO TO MENTION IF I DON'T GET IT RIGHT I COULD END UP SERIOUSLY HURTING SOMEONE!!!!!! I just want to shut myself off from the world. I'm so sick of all of this. I'm sick of the first years fighting all the damn time in the common room. I screamed at one of them last night. Ernie and I are fighting again, all because he finally admitted he doesn't like Jesse at all. And of course Justin takes Ernie's side, and Susan will go with Justin because their dating, and Megan just avoids confrontation, and that leaves me with...i don't know no one. I need a walk. I need a calming draught....i need to...i don't know.