update.
Okay, well.. I'm FINALLY updating and i guess it's time to let some things out that i haven't. It always feels better to get things you have built up inside of you off your chest, but anyways here goes..
1.) I feel like shit (pms)
2.) I need to get out and see some ppl which I haven't felt like doing anythin the past few days..
3.) I've done things i KNOW I shouldn't have, but the "just happened"
4.) guys suck.. well until you find the right one
5.) i want to meet new guys :/
6.) I haven't been a great "best friend" the last few days
7.) I really really DON'T want to get in a depressed mode.
8.) I've been a total bitch to everyone lately.. damn pms.
9.) I've been online way too much
10.) I've been feeling sorry for myself + ignored by certain ppl. (who cares though, right?)
11.) I act like shit don't bother me, but it actually pisses me the hell off/upset/etc..
12.) luckily I haven't had any "drama"
13.) I wanna see this one guy.. :sigh: :(
14.) Okay, I think I'm done for now..
ANYWAYS.
Alot of "stuff" has happened lately.. I don't wanna go into some of it but yeah.. I feel like i've changed, well in a way.. over a months period of time.. even my best friend (lisa) said i was acting diff.. which kinda made me feel REALLY bad, I didn't know how to take it, as a good or bad thing.. but yeah. :)lisa's journal is nice. mad props to me :-x Um, so yeah.. like my new layout? well i think its nice anyways.. I've been into the whole "art" thing here lately.. so i've spent alot of time messing with psp. I never thought i could work with it but its actually pretty cool. Anyways I'm bored and I don't have much else to say so I guess I'll update later when somethings come up and important enough for me to ramble on about.. maybe. Later.
-Rachael
1.) I feel like shit (pms)
2.) I need to get out and see some ppl which I haven't felt like doing anythin the past few days..
3.) I've done things i KNOW I shouldn't have, but the "just happened"
4.) guys suck.. well until you find the right one
5.) i want to meet new guys :/
6.) I haven't been a great "best friend" the last few days
7.) I really really DON'T want to get in a depressed mode.
8.) I've been a total bitch to everyone lately.. damn pms.
9.) I've been online way too much
10.) I've been feeling sorry for myself + ignored by certain ppl. (who cares though, right?)
11.) I act like shit don't bother me, but it actually pisses me the hell off/upset/etc..
12.) luckily I haven't had any "drama"
13.) I wanna see this one guy.. :sigh: :(
14.) Okay, I think I'm done for now..
ANYWAYS.
Alot of "stuff" has happened lately.. I don't wanna go into some of it but yeah.. I feel like i've changed, well in a way.. over a months period of time.. even my best friend (lisa) said i was acting diff.. which kinda made me feel REALLY bad, I didn't know how to take it, as a good or bad thing.. but yeah. :)lisa's journal is nice. mad props to me :-x Um, so yeah.. like my new layout? well i think its nice anyways.. I've been into the whole "art" thing here lately.. so i've spent alot of time messing with psp. I never thought i could work with it but its actually pretty cool. Anyways I'm bored and I don't have much else to say so I guess I'll update later when somethings come up and important enough for me to ramble on about.. maybe. Later.
-Rachael