project day?
Today
i was suppose to finish my project, but i fell asleep after about
thrity minutes of actually applying myself to it. I guess it is just
that boring. I just woke up about 7 minutes ago and i have slept about
6 and a half hours. I feel really bad because i think i promised i
would work on it. I don't know why i was so tired. But I AM SO SORRY.
My eyes are all red and blotchy for some odd reason. i hope i am not alergic to anything in my house. hint. the dogs*
I can't wait until tomorrow when i get to see nick. i really do end up missing him a lot when im all alone at home. i don't even get to talk to him until he calls. which won't probably be until like 10 tonite. it kind of gets old because i am no incontrol of when i get to talk and see him and i really hate that. i wish i could just talk or see him when i wanted to. i understand that i can't see him cause of distance...but i don't even get to talk to him when i really need to. That is why he doesn't ever really know my problems. I goes like wise with him i think. maybe.
but anyways, i think i am going to go cry on my bed now. i really neeeeeed to talk to him but i know that is impossible. i know he is doing something now and probably doesn't want me to call and interupt.
My eyes are all red and blotchy for some odd reason. i hope i am not alergic to anything in my house. hint. the dogs*
I can't wait until tomorrow when i get to see nick. i really do end up missing him a lot when im all alone at home. i don't even get to talk to him until he calls. which won't probably be until like 10 tonite. it kind of gets old because i am no incontrol of when i get to talk and see him and i really hate that. i wish i could just talk or see him when i wanted to. i understand that i can't see him cause of distance...but i don't even get to talk to him when i really need to. That is why he doesn't ever really know my problems. I goes like wise with him i think. maybe.
but anyways, i think i am going to go cry on my bed now. i really neeeeeed to talk to him but i know that is impossible. i know he is doing something now and probably doesn't want me to call and interupt.