Sep 16, 2004 23:12
I just updated this thing like, what? Three hours ago? Less?
But, yeah, i'm updateing again because i'm really freaked out right now because i'm a stupid paranoid idiot or something.
Could someone that cares about me just please remind me never to watch a movie alone, or when it's dark or nearly dark, ever again? It gets me everytime, almost.
I just watch Donnie Darko and it freaked me out a lot... you know, just because i always get freaked out when i watch movies after dark. Especially if the movie isn't a comedy.
Anyways... it was just weird. Actually, i'm, like, fine now. It was just intense while i was watching it. Like, I've been thinking about Halloween a lot lately and have mentioned it a lot in the past few days, and it's comeing closer.
Then in the movie the girl gets hit on Halloween... ran right over. And that just reminded me so much of when we hit that man on Halloween night.
Then the plane engine hit the house in the movie... and a plane just hit the house here. Not that that plane had really anything much to do with me, but it was still just weird.
And, the teachers reminded me of my teachers.
Blah. I was really freaked out. God. Why can't i just watch a movie like a normal person?
Ha ha. Okay, now i'm laughing at the whole thing. But at first i was seriously freaked out and needed to get on the computer because the glow of the moniter comforts me big time. Ha ha. It works well.
God. I'm crazy.
That movie freaked me out.
And i think i mised the whole meaning in the end 'cause i was too busy pondering over how i'm going to not be completely freaked out this Halloween. Does anyone want to sit with me and do nothing so i'm not afraid of something shitty happening again? I doubt it.
Gaaaaaah!