weekend epiphany:
this weekend was so great. nothing especially eventful happened, but i felt like i was finally becoming present and enjoying things right when they happen. i felt like a vessel of positive energy- it was not ME smiling at you. it was the earth smiling at you through me.
i am still not content with myself, wrapped up in my past, blocked from experiencing something great (i don't know what), don't have much money, am sexually & romantically frustrated, unsatisfied at my job...
all this is completely trumped by the infinite beauty of the present moment and the people i get to exist with.
I AM SO GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE!
i am still not content with myself, wrapped up in my past, blocked from experiencing something great (i don't know what), don't have much money, am sexually & romantically frustrated, unsatisfied at my job...
all this is completely trumped by the infinite beauty of the present moment and the people i get to exist with.
I AM SO GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE!