a series of events
as today turns into six months.
the unbelievable and the most unforseen events have occured and I never understood why.
After this long my views have changed. Asshole levels are up, emotions are down.
I can't believe things I've done since then, things we've all done since then.
We are no longer the same, as he is just a memory.
People start to forget, for he is no longer the cool thing in town. He is rather a memory of those who never knew.
I guess none of us knew him as well as we say we did.
If we did.
he wouldn't have died.
please dont get upset.
There's just an empty space.
Everyday for the past six months I've contemplated suicide and all its wonders and glories, or lack of.
I've looked at it from as many angles as I possibly could, and I feel I've come as close as I can to knowing why he died.
.I.M..S.O.R.R.Y.
i love you guys.
the unbelievable and the most unforseen events have occured and I never understood why.
After this long my views have changed. Asshole levels are up, emotions are down.
I can't believe things I've done since then, things we've all done since then.
We are no longer the same, as he is just a memory.
People start to forget, for he is no longer the cool thing in town. He is rather a memory of those who never knew.
I guess none of us knew him as well as we say we did.
If we did.
he wouldn't have died.
please dont get upset.
There's just an empty space.
Everyday for the past six months I've contemplated suicide and all its wonders and glories, or lack of.
I've looked at it from as many angles as I possibly could, and I feel I've come as close as I can to knowing why he died.
.I.M..S.O.R.R.Y.
i love you guys.