tell the ones that need to know
there was a magic in the air last night that cannot be explained. When we left Julie's house, the air just smelled sweeter than it has in a long time. Like the wind was trying to tell me to just breathe.
I think I've reached a point where I'm...doing okay. I feel as though I have some amazing friends that I can always count on, and who I want to be there for. My life has come to a point where boys and the drama that come with them are just not important. I feel so far away from that right now, so detached from the need to be involved in love and its components. I just feel calm, collected.
don't get me wrong, I'm still angry. I still feel like I've been betrayed and let down and stabbed in the heart, and I still will never forget what he did. But I guess I'm just tired of feeling all of those things all the time. I'm tired of remembering the good times. I'm just tired of all of it.
so, I'm breathing deeply, letting the wind out of my lungs, and letting it go.
goodbye.
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oh, and did you know that old movies + best friends + gluten free pasta go extremely well together? because I do, now. If I could live my life in a bubble of last night, I totally would, and I would never look back. I would spend every night just like that. so much loves. <3
I think I've reached a point where I'm...doing okay. I feel as though I have some amazing friends that I can always count on, and who I want to be there for. My life has come to a point where boys and the drama that come with them are just not important. I feel so far away from that right now, so detached from the need to be involved in love and its components. I just feel calm, collected.
don't get me wrong, I'm still angry. I still feel like I've been betrayed and let down and stabbed in the heart, and I still will never forget what he did. But I guess I'm just tired of feeling all of those things all the time. I'm tired of remembering the good times. I'm just tired of all of it.
so, I'm breathing deeply, letting the wind out of my lungs, and letting it go.
goodbye.
[edit]
oh, and did you know that old movies + best friends + gluten free pasta go extremely well together? because I do, now. If I could live my life in a bubble of last night, I totally would, and I would never look back. I would spend every night just like that. so much loves. <3